As i grow up...

I realised that

I tend to cry more
Is it because that I've become more sensitive
Or I m weaker?

I started to lose trust
I' m losing faith
My confidence is collapsing

I started to get sick
Physically
and Mentally...

When your dream is vanished
When you see the reality
When you're being betrayed
When you're being lied to
When you started to give up on believing

Is that the taste of being a grown up?

I wish I'm still a child