珍惜

真爱 需要2个人来维持
爱你的人 不一定会珍惜你
你爱的人 未必能对你付出
要找 就找个会珍惜爱护你的人
不要再浪费青春
在一个不值得你付出的人的身上了

Loveless

1)“It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return, but what is the most painful is to love someone and never find the courage to let the person know how you feel.”

2)“If I never met you, I wouldn't like you. If I didn't like you, I wouldn't love you. If I didn't love you, I wouldn't miss you. But I did, I do, and I will.”

3)“I'm not supposed to love you, I'm not supposed to care, I'm not supposed to live my life wishing you were there. I'm not supposed to wonder where you are or what you do...I'm sorry I can't help myself, I'm in love with you.”

4)“You may not love me today, tomorrow, or ever, but I will love you until it kills me, and, even then, you'll be in my heart.”

5)“Meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was a choice, but falling in love with you I had no control over.”

6)“The love that lasts the longest is the love that is never returned.”

7)“One of the hardest things in life is watching the person you love, love someone else.”

8)“The one who loves you will make you weep.”

9)“Being hurt by someone you truly care about leaves a hole in you heart that only love can fill.”

10)“Remember me and smile, for it's better to forget than remember me and cry.”

11)“I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.”

12)“Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.”

What's written above is silly and stupid. All nonsense...

But why is my heart weeping, when there's a smile on my face?
It's all fake.
It's time to overcome it you silly.
But nobody tell me how to do it.
My world, its raining.
Never stop.
Forever.

Skipped my meal again.
Too emo to fill up my stomach.

Speed New MV- Nettaiya Re-track& Wake Me Up

new banner of speedisback.blogspot.com
Speed in PURPLE!!!

Nettaiya New



Nettaiya Old



Speed look just gorgeous and graceful although the mv itself is simple.
I can feel sort of sad feel inside the mv...



Nettaiya (Tropical Night)
English Translation
Speed


It seems hopeless
I wanna be with you
Every time Give your love to me
I need you close
I wanna dance with you
You're too far away
You can't see my tears

If I was your girl
That would be so nice
And even though I could serve you always
Better than any other girl...
The only thing I think about in my head
Are those selfish thoughts
But when we meet I can't show it with my face
I won't say it, even if I die
Such a flawed personality

I want to sleep
I wanna be with you
Everytime I want your love
Who are you with now...
I won't lie to myself any longer
I can't be a good girl

Tonight is the year's hottest night
My body is so hot
But for some reason my heart is so cold
The wind... The night wind is getting stronger
Summer is coming to an end
Dawn is close

Just a few words
I wanna be with you
Everytime Give your love to me
I need you close
I want to dance with you
You're too far away
Even my words won't reach you

It seems hopeless
I wanna be with you
Everytime I want your love
What are you doing now...
I won't lie to myself any longer
I can't be a good girl

Wake me Up NEW



Wake me Up OLD


Personally I prefer the old version. They looks more natural and fresh in the old MV. Their outfit, song arrangement, and dance move just looks awkward to me... >.<

Latest Performance from Music Lover at OKINA




Their Latest Best Album
Quote from speedisback.blogspot.com


SPEED first self cover album will included re-recorded tracks of their hits. This album will be releasing on August 5 to commemorate SPEED anniversary. It will be 2 editions CD & CD+DVD and first press bonus for CD+DVD is a cell phone strap. Also they will start their nationwide tour on September 5.

You can pre order this album in CDJapan, Amazon Japan, HMV Japan and more

SPEEDLAND ～The Premium Best Re Tracks～

Catalog No.: AVCD-16186
Label/Distributor: avex trax
Format: CD
Number of discs (or other units): 2
Release Date: 2009/08/05

CD+DVD

CD Tracklist

01. Long Way Home
02. あしたの空
03. Body & Soul
04. STEADY
05. Wake Me Up!
06. ALIVE
07. White Love
08. Snow Kiss
09. Breakin' out to the morning
10. 熱帯夜
11. ALL MY TRUE LOVE
12. Precious Time
13. Go! Go! Heaven
14. my graduation

■DVD Tracklist
●Wake Me Up!　
●あしたの空(Re Movie)
●熱帯夜(Re Movie)
●Wake Me Up! (Making)
●熱帯夜 (Making)
●SPEEDの「笑うヨガ講座」
●カメラマン絵理子の「スタジオ探訪」

Stupid Smoooooooker!!!

Why must people smoke when driving?
On a public bus somemore!!!
Stupid ... Stupid ... Stupid!!!

The stupid smell fxxking annoyed me during the whole journey...
Make me hardly can breath...
Grrr....

I want complain!!!
Why can a bus driver smoke on bus?!
Beside that, i spend 6 hours journey to back to my hometown. WTH?

It really Pissed me off ... I hate smoker...!!!

Ribbon Maniac

Here is my collection of ribbon...
I never knew that i actually collect that much of ribbon products!
Its really coincidence!
I had collected so many ribbon product unconciously...
Now i know i love ribbon!
Its Ribbon Fever!! Hehe



My 1st high heel from Summit! I love it in purple!


This 2 inch high heel bought specially for catwalk performance for CNYE! Cool Black ribbon!



Sorry, it is dirty. And it is spoiled already:(



I love this hair band so much! It can match with any style!


Cute and sweet ! ^^


It is cheap, but still sweet ^^ i can buy a dozen... hoho





My 1st tube dress for Japanese cultural night performance...




Ahh... this ribbon is sooooooo Cuteee! Love it ^^



This bag never leave my side when i was on outing... :)


The collection still on increase... ngek...

冰

当一颗受伤的心
结成冰
再也不相信谁

当一颗结成冰的心
决定相信
有个人会爱她一辈子

当解冻的心
又再次被击碎
她决定不再相信任何人

永远　结了冰的心

冰冻的心
也许会为某个特别的人再次解冻
可是绝不是任何一个爱她的人

她很感性
她很敏感
她很容易倾心
但不代表她不认真

她努力爱过了
也伤过了
也努力适应过了

别人说她太容易受伤
太容易相信
太容易放感情
甚至太荒谬

可是
她自己从来就不喜欢这样的自己
活在悲伤中的自己
如果有选择
她会选择平淡地　快乐地
过着每一天

她的个性　是先天的
她的命运　是老天给的
她只能接受
然后竭尽所能
保护自己
纵然
到最后被伤害的总是自己

她不会撒谎
不在乎不会装得在乎
在意不会装成不在意
难过也不会掩饰
快乐也不会假装

也许这样
没有人会喜欢她
没有人愿意认识

真正的她

Stupid quiz again XD

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid:	High
Schizoid:	Low
Schizotypal:	Moderate
Antisocial:	Low
Borderline:	Very High
Histrionic:	High
Narcissistic:	High
Avoidant:	Very High
Dependent:	High
Obsessive-Compulsive:	Low
-- Personality Disorder Test -- -- Personality Disorder Information --

Quizzes... It's kinda accurate huh? i love quizzes XD

What is your True Fear? Your Result: Death Over all things the one issue that you are most terrified about is dying. You can't stand the thought of how you will die, when you will die, and what will happen after you die. Chances are you can be slightly paranoid, sensitive, or superstitious at times. Your nervous and apprehensive nature may turn people away from you sometimes. The truth is that everyone has to face death some day, so just get your mind off dying and start living for the present.
Being Alone
Losing Someone
Disappointment
Looked down on
Commitment
Where Your life is Going
What is your True Fear? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

Scared of being alone...
I always hope that i will never wake up from my sleep
but on the other hand i m extremely scared of death... LOL
I just afraid of losing someone important to me.

Which Positive Quality Are You? Your Result: Love You are Love. Love is the glue that binds us all together. The love of family, the love of friends, the love between husbands and their wives--these things form the foundation of our happiness, our security, and our comfort. "All you need is love."
Peace
Faith
Courage
Friendship
Charity
Which Positive Quality Are You? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

Ya... In need of love... Anybody want to sympathize this little abandoned kitty?XD
I m not abandoned, I still have my family. But i need more love :(

What type of person do you attract? Your Result: You attract artsy people! Those free spirited artists with great imaginations find you interesting. They are usually interesting themselves, so its not a bad thing, but they CAN be a bit wifty and choose odd goals. If you like life to always be a bit 'different' from the norm, but not too extreme in any one direction, these are the people for you. If you seek logical decision making skills and good money management, you may want to change something in the way you appear. Artsy people are fun for adventure and exploring, so, have fun! (smoking weed helps too)
You attract models!
You attract unstable people!
You attract geeks!
You attract rednecks!
You attract Yuppies!
What type of person do you attract? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

Can the smoking weed removed from the result?
I don't hope to get lungs cancer at my early age.

What mental disorder do you have? Your Result: Manic Depressive You have extreme cycles of highs and lows. Sometimes you feel like you don't know who you are. One week you could be very hyper and happy and the next week you are slow and depressed.
Paranoia
GAD (Generalized Anxiety Disorder)
OCD (Obsessive Compulsive Disorder)
ADD (Attention Deficit Disorder)
What mental disorder do you have? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

ya... depression everyday.
Making me numb of it already

What Movie is YOUR life? Your Result: The Notebook Your life is like a love story. Find the one you want and dont leave them.You are destined for true love. You will be happy and have many kids. You take your love life seriously and your friends cant affect it no matter how hard they try.
Legally Blonde
Batman the Dark Knight
What Movie is YOUR life? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

Suddenly i feel like to get married. Don't laugh at me please. XD
I'm seeking for secure and reliable shoulder for me to rely on during my tough time.
I'm tired, and i m dependent.

30%your soul lives on in peace and happiness

You almost reached the half way point but,never mind.I'm sure you know who your looking for,just believe.

Finding your dream guy
Take More Quizzes

Long way to go... haih

What Song Describes Your Life Your Result: A Little Bit Longer, Jonas Brothers The song that describes your life is A Little Bit Longer by the Jonas Brothers. You are going through some rough times but your trying to stay strong and pull through. You are sensitive but fun.
When I Grow Up, p---- Cat Dolls
La La Land, Demi Lovato
Love Story, Taylor Swift
What Song Describes Your Life Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

Ya...I'm going through some hard time...
and I need to overcome it, in order to get a new life.
A little bit longer and I'll be fine.
Waitin' on a cure
But you don't know what you got 'til it's gone
You don't know what its like to feel so low.
And everytime you smile you laugh you glow
You don't even know, know, know.

Skip! Beat

My favourite Anime "Skip!Beat"has finally come to the end...!
Although i dun really satisfied with the ending ...
It will come out with a 2nd season i think ...
I hope so ...
Cuz i just love it too much!

i have captured some interesting scene from the anime..




















What is Love?
Have you ever experienced Love?
What is the true meaning of Love?
I am confused.

Hearing their voice, Looking into their eyes make me happy?
I had experienced that before ...
Does it means i had been really in love before?
I wonder...

Anyway, This is a nice anime! Recommended by Jiayi! ^^

Love at 1st sight

I immediately fall in love with the Juicy Couture Bags at first sight!
They re just ToooooOOOO Cute!

Well, before that i never know that they are branded since they looks so cute and young, totally different with those Guess or LV bags (which kinda Suitable for "Older" woman XD)

I ' m thinking to get a imitation ... but I heard some comments that said the imitation of JC is kinda yucky... Well, i think i ve to wait till i get my 1st salary to buy it, i wonder how long i need to wait? haih ...

The low quality imitation already cost more than RM 50, AA quality cost more than RM150, how do u think about the authentic one? LOL!






Tell me how could i resist these piano series bag/pencil case?
Now I m blaming myself for being poor T__T
They are just toooooooooo Attractive ><

世界で最も醜いの男

世界で最も醜い男はどのような男ですか？


喫煙の男です！



喫煙の男が嫌い！
大嫌い！!
大嫌い！！！

Count down ...

2 days to go for my big day ....



Muahaha ...

pheromone 费洛蒙

有人说男性费洛蒙酮有点像人的体味，但女性费洛蒙醇则几乎无味。而我们声称所费洛蒙是无味的，基本上是基于正常人的鼻子无法侦测到它的味道。没有味道，那 又是什么器官可以接受费洛蒙讯号，而使得人的心情愉快，并深俱性吸引力呢？近年来科学家不但分离出人类的费洛蒙，也透过科学实验证实了人类行为也会受到费 洛蒙分子的影响就是在鼻中隔三分之一处犁形突起的鼻犁器（ VNO Vomeronasol Organs 如图）。费洛蒙的运作不需要任何辅助的气味，它就像你心底的声音，但它更像是你五官之外的第六感。
　　科学家早就观察到费洛蒙如何影响人类的潜意识，又如何影响动物族群之间的发展、繁衍、团结、养 育他们的下一代。新近科学家也发现人体费洛蒙可以加速人类青春期的发育、控制女人的生理与排卵周期，甚至可以影响性行为与性伴侣的选择取向。费洛蒙帮助我 们分辨爱人、亲人、与陌生人。费洛蒙使母亲与婴儿紧密连结。费洛蒙也影响我们多久做一次爱，与什么人做爱。也影响我们脑部的发展，例如我们希望记住什么， 希望学习什么……
　　对男人来说，费洛蒙是由脸部，人中周围，腋下，阴毛与尿液排出的。至于女人的费洛蒙则是由脸 部、腋下、乳头、阴部排出。因为费洛蒙随着汗腺的汗与皮脂排出体外，当汗水被细菌分解时便产了恶臭。而我们在急于洗掉这个令现代人不愉快的味道时，也洗掉 了我们神秘的沟通能力「费洛蒙」。
　　费洛蒙是人体分泌的一种信息素，异性之间的引力全有赖于它的气息。它对社交活动尤其是男女两性 之间的交流具有润滑催化作用。使异性不由自主的被吸引，让你在社交活动中尤其在异性面前成为最具魅力的人。它亦能改善你的性爱生活，费洛蒙为欧美男女最新 时尚用品，为 目前潮流最热销商品之一。近些年开始逐渐在性用品商店成为畅销品，就连香港导演徐克的电影《女人不坏》都在向它“致敬”。


是费洛蒙吧，让我一次又一次爱上错的人。
这可怕的东西，在毫无预警下陷害了我。
我正努力用我的理性抵抗着他。
我一定要赢！
啊~~~
头脑混乱+心脏麻痹。。。
LOL...