3D Bear

I thought it's going to be easy. But I actually burned the midnight oil continuously for a week, to finish this little bear. Just only able to complete the whole bear after my hectic tour from Bangkok, with my sick body, at 3am. Silly enough.

It's July

It's July already, time passed so quickly.
And I'm so forgetful that I couldn't remember what have I done for the past few months. Haha.

Ok skip those unhappy part, here's the summary of the happy part...

Department Dinner @ Sweet Water Italian Restaurant

It's considered as authentic Italian food since it doesn't seem appealing to most of the Asian taste bud.
Wasted!
But all of them look fine to me, other than the pumpkin soup.
(I memang didn't fancy pumpkin that much~=P)

My fishhh~ I love it. Bitter salad, very bitter, I like it though. Delicious appetizers (finish 10  in one go)!!

4.29

Dear Diary,

It's 29th Feb today. I was thinking to do something special. To insert some spices into my dull and empty life.

My limitation

This is going to be a ... not so happy post.

I've been under a very big stress recently.
I don't want to admit it, but my physical condition shows that, I'm unable to handle it well.

Looking at the deterioration of my health condition, I'm wondering,
did I made the wrong choice?

Project revealed!

It's been a tough week.
I hardly have the time to sleep properly, needless to mention extra time for entertainment.

Sexy back with my 犬

I've been busy for works.
Live everyday like roller coaster.
But I met someone special,
who colors my day,
so that it won't get so dull. =)
I'm going to fill this post with all kind of random stuffs...
And tons of camwhore pictures with my 犬(dog in japanese)！

sexy back

Birthday Wish List 2012

This is a must for every year okay!

OMG I'm turning 23 this year. SUPER OLD!!!
OMGOMGOMG...

Late Xmas Post

My busiest Xmas night ever.
As this is my first time to be involved in my church Xmas celebration,
as a keyboardist!
I think we have broken some records like having 4 session of Xmas rally in 24 hours.
WOOTS!
Tired max. But I enjoyed most of the time with the team.=)

Look at my long legs. *Proud*

Long Way Home @ I wanna see HOPE

Bekok, my parent's hometown. A peaceful small village.

My family and I used to spend our Chinese New Year with the our grandparents and the whole big family in this small wooden house.

Sky is always bluerer and grass is always greener at the village!

My Recent Life : Oct 11 Updates(Outdoor shooting photos!)

不小心瞄了一下，发现有一个月没有更新了~ 囧
时间过得还真快~

Love me? Hate me?

I wonder

Why somebody hate me that much?

Why somebody love me that much?

集点换购活动 Gift Redemption Programme

话说，我最近超哈集点换购活动的，动力是：满足感，优越感。囧

I was so Crazy in love with Gift Redemption Programme recently, Seems like I can get some sense of achievement and satisfaction from it. LOL.

上个月，逛THE STORE 时不小心瞄到一只摆在摊子上的喵喵，好像要集不懂多少个点就能以Rm1.90 换购了。
When I was shopping at THE STORE last month, a KITTY caught my attention. I need to accumulate points to get it with RM1.90.

调查了一下，要25点，一点30元。( = o = )'''

Rm30 x 25 = 750大元。我的上帝。

不过指定商品也有加送一点。

So, it need a total of 25 points, You have to spend Rm30 for each point.
Means total you have to spent RM750, O.M.G.
There's bonus stamp for purchasing certain item too.

所以不管三七二十一，拖着全家大小~有什么粮食，需要不需要的，都到那买！

（其实我们家是Giant的忠实顾客，便宜嘛）
结果特地选购指定商品，总换得来，也只有区区3、4点。
沮丧啊。\(╯-╰)/ 

So I just drag my family and buy whatever we need (or no need) at THE STORE.
(We usually shop at GIANT, cheapest supermarket in town.)

But I just manage to get 3,4 points...
Disappointment...

到最后，干脆就站在收银处，问问哥哥姐姐，
"你们的点数贴纸还要不要，可以施舍给我吗？"

这个需要相当的勇气。还有厚脸皮。

给我这个内向的人，算是很大的尝试了。

集到了14点。我已经无力了。

脸皮被削的很薄了。︸_︸

打算就放弃了吧~

In the end, I give up my pride, waiting in front of the cashier, and ask from the gor gor jie jie,
whether they need the stamp, if don't want then give me lor thankyou.
Manage to collect 14 stamps.
Feel strength-less already.
My face very thin one OK?
Such a big challenge for me, I need LOTSA courage to do this kind of thing. LOL.

Decided to give up =(

怎么知道，这个动力延续到了台湾。

7-eleven有小叮当风扇换购活动。只要10点，每点66台币！这个容易多了。

所以4天的行程，我告诉同行的林佩宜， “我们3餐都吃7-eleven好不好？”

到最后，当然是遭他白眼咯....   ( 。__ 。)
Who knows, There's a same kind of programme held @ 7-Eleven in Taiwan!
We need to collect 10 stamps, cost 66 TWD each, to redeem a Doraemon Fan! This one is easier.
So I suggest to Lim Pui Yee:
"Dear, we had our all 3 meal @ 7-Eleven Ok?"
Of course she rejected me. T_T

Randomz March

The first thing that comes to my mind when I open my blog,

"Walau, this song damn Emo one ... (first song played in my blog: B Rossette)"
"But I liked it. The violin so damn Nice! I always wanted to learn violin."
"I'm forbidden to learn it since secondary school. Cuz I have to focus on Piano!"
"Sad."


Ok. I feel so Random now. I wanted to talk something random here.

Just Randomz!

我的人生， I believe I can.

我的人生
是自由的
什么样的人生
都由我自己作主


我的人生
冒险的 艰辛的
没有榜样
没有指引
全靠自己摸索一片天
自己的决定 自己负责

走对了 是我的
走错了 还是我的

Shopaholic's Diary: KSL City Shopping Mall

Finally,
there's a new shopping mall opened in our boring Johor Bahru town!!!
Let's welcome KSL City Shopping Mall!
which located exactly opposite of our old Holiday Plaza.
Big contrast eh? Unfair to the old building lar ... =P


Well, I've do a lot of research on this shopping mall before I go.
There's some special info that I got from the forum,
which the most popular topic is about it's super lame carpark design and unorganized shop lot design.
I will show you how "lame" the carpark is in the picture below.

Other than that, A lot of shoppers commented that our so called"5 star shopping mall" turn out to be a 1 star budget shopping mall centre, which is lower standard than Jusco Tebrau City.
Lol. Never mind, I will find it out for you.



I went there one week after it's grand opening.
The shopping mall still crowded with people on weekdays.
Pictures will tell the story =)

Nice interior.

Could you be more helpful?

Could you be more helpful on ruining my xmas mood?

I gave you time, I gave you chances, because I thought you could work something out?
Sometimes I wish you could just shut up instead of spouting some bullshit that didn't helping at all.
You're just being silly and childish all the time.

What's the purpose of keep telling me the things that you couldn't do and being upset about it?
Am I not upset enough?

Why can't you be more mature and say something useful to me to make me feel better, when I miss you.
When I wish to receive some reply from you, what you said made me regret instantly.

Interesting blogger

Xiaxue n Cheesie.
I guess lotsa young girls know these 2 famous blogger right?

Recently I just keep reading their blog... (Perhaps I'm really too free ... n BORED lol)
Ok la, I admit I'm outdated.

One of the reason that I'm a follower of their blogs, is the Frequent Updates,
to KILL my BOREDOM! ~(￣3￣)~
There's lesser n lesser things that I can find to do when I'm facing my lappy.
Aiks... Emo sial. I used to stick with my lappy 20 hours per day.

Rainbow 彩虹

Chapter 1





好久没有看到彩虹了
It has been ages since I saw a rainbow
A real rainbow, in the sky.


那一瞬间。
眼泪在眼眶打滚。
就好象神在告诉我
“雨后有天晴，熬过了，晴天就来啦”

Tears was rolling in my eyes.
Rainbow symbolize peace and harmony.
Sunny day come after a big rain.
Is God telling me that
"Be brave, overcome the obstacle, and good things will come along"?


Fighting!
Be strong Jiayi!




Chapter 2

忙碌的日子里，总要停下来休息。
可是我可是闲到不能再闲了！
Ok lar, dedicate to those busy friends of mine. lol.


Chapter 3 Random updates
Regular injuries. Car lock accident, considered as quite serious case among all. lolx.




百年一见难得画面！妈妈帮可可梳毛~！
Super rare picture!






-The end-

磨石子

磨石子。好玩吗？
众所周知，我很懒。
磨石子这种费力费神费时间的事情，不适合我。
既然这样，为什么不找个适合的石头，反而却一直紧握手上的这颗石头，想把它磨亮。
明明就知道必须要磨好久，或者是不管磨几久，都不会变成钻石。





有时候会问自己：你并没有很喜欢他吧？
这些付出，会有回报吗？
还是到头来还是一场空？





身边的人会问：为什么是他？
天才，有钱人，好好先生你都不要，那为什么是他？
我说不上来。没有原因。
就是，曾经很讨厌，却又不讨厌，又讨厌，又不讨厌。。。
这样子一直循环着。




一块玉，不管你怎么磨，都是一块玉，不会变钻石。
它不是没有价值，就只是不是你想要的。



我在想 我到底有什么资格要求别人为我而改变
可是 父母想要的那种女婿 我不能否认的确是为我好
毕竟 我不想再玩玩而已
我会想到以后
虽然我的前几次都没有什么以后
可是或许“不小心” 我们有以后呢
那个时候再来后悔 会不会来不及了？

The CURSE

So all the 3 months curse is caused by me?

Now I know it =(

I was so passionate n active for the first few month.
Not until 3 months later.
I will get really sick for facing the same people continuously for 3 months.
No passion no patience no love NOTHING other than bored and some irritation.

I'm bad.
When you just fully explore someone, you will get bored.
Is it true?
When there's nothing for you to discover
you look for next target...( I not yet that level lol)

Is that a curse?
Or just a psychic side of me?
I hate myself being like this
hurting people and hurting myself

And there's something always on my mind, wondering how is it possible for those couple to be in a relationship for 1 year, 2 year, 5 years, 10 years or even enter marriage
That's sound so impossible mission for me since I get bored of one individual within 3 months.

I try so hard to fix it fix it fix it lorrr...
My heart has been telling me
let him go, let him go


How I hope I can have a long lasting, sweet relationship.
And now i realize that's too greedy to ask for it?
Am I suppose to be a player and change target time by time.
Nop, definitely no for me.
I rather to be single in that case.

God, change me. Change my heart.
I wanna get happiness.
I don't want to end up being alone.
=.=

-我没资格谈恋爱-

爱好自由，贪图新鲜，爱慕虚荣的我
不是一味地讨好和温柔
能满足的