Snail...

Did I said that I wanted to tell u story about a creature...
Snail...
Ok, the Real Snail, in the , reality, actually Im super scared of it, cuz of it's "leg" produce sticky mucus... and it's appearance isn't that cute... bla bla bla... Ok enough of craps....

Can i write in chinese? LOL so hard to express in Eng :P

虽然蜗牛并不可爱，可是，我却跟他们有着其妙的缘分。这里说的，当让不是在地上那个粘粘恶心的昆虫。。。是指人。

他们，曾经都是对我很重要的人。
而我也贪心的想要，把这段曾经永远的保存。
可是，并不时那么简单。
友情爱情亲情世界上这么多感情，
这么复杂
有谁能够发誓永远在一起不变心？

太多的误会
太多的无奈
也许就把这些友谊画下句点
可是我相信 缘分把我们拉在一起 一定有它的原因
如果不是深仇大恨 为什么不能放下自尊 忘记不愉快 重新来过？
除非 那个朋友 不值得你那么做
可是对于我来说 你值得

她曾经和我分享我们之间的点点滴滴
她曾经要求我在睡前陪她说话
她曾经让说不想吃炸鸡的我 吃了她整大块炸鸡（她也没有骂我）
她曾经安慰在厕所偷偷里哭泣的我（她平时很酷的）
她曾经因为我怕黑 放弃和别人出去 然后陪我走路回家
他曾经陪我疯癫的在屋里提灯笼拍照

而她也曾经为了家里许多事情
很凶得骂我
我们也漠视彼此存在长达一年之久
我们曾经隔着一道门
对着电脑荧幕哭泣
我总是会想着 到底是什么大误会让我们变成陌路人？
让我们都辛苦

我以为你都不在乎
但是为什么你会哭？
如果你在乎
为什么又要一直伤害我？
为什们不能放下自尊重拾我们的友谊
我好乱。。。

我曾经试过挽回
过程千辛万苦（因为我脸皮超级薄！）
却只换来一个勉强的微笑
她不擅于表达 或她选择不说
只爱用糖果或巧克力代表心意
我能感觉到她的心意
可是到最后 我却还是挽回不了
我一个人的付出 很累
她讨厌我 我真的没有办法
有好多时候 我不是要讨好 而是要让我们之间有话题延续
可是在心目中 面对你却是恐惧与不安
现在我连这个机会也没有了

其实
当我在人生低潮的那时候
好想开启门
对门外的你哭述我的难过
可是
到最后
我还是选择一个人喝醉
哭倒在床上


只想告诉你
我一直都把你当作好朋友
不管之间发生了什么事
难过的 我会把它忘掉
开心的 我会收着
至于你呢
我也不能强求
我会尊重你的决定:)

The story of

to be continued...

I'm afraid

I'm afraid
that i might lose all the things that i'm having now
and back to the same
i don't want to be left behind again

But
i'm fated to be a loner.
That's the reason that I don't wish to step forward anymore.
Don't give me hope
so that i won't fall into the valley of sorrow
when i'm left alone
again


I know
I always know it
I will be abandoned one day
When you get back all your old sweet moment
I will back off

Although I hope that miracle occurs
That you will notice my existence
And put trust on me
and believe in me

Friends come and go
I know it
I already forget how to trust and rely on a friend
When i can't forget the way they left me
It's way too hurt
Sorry that I'm fragile
That pain tear me apart

Just leave me alone
Will U?
When u can't promise that
you will be my friend forever
and stay with me when i need you?
Don't walk into my life
when you're going to leave anytime...

Outing with gals ...

yea Sweet moment again! Thanks to them for willing to spend time with me =D
*beware* camwhore appeared! XD


Best fren 4eva...
I know i said something gross, but pls love me girls X_X


I love this dress until I never bear to take off!
*The promoter said no photography allowed, who cared! XD*
Who sponsor me, it is RM599! I think im gonna wear this on my wedding @.@!!!
It will be 100 years later XP


This cute dress is cheaper, around RM200 or 300...
Seriously, the dress is tight @.@



1st time in TOPSHOP! I heard there had really nice clothes. So we visit the shop and the price showing is .... OMG!!!
Well, TOPSHOP do had nice dress. This pinky little shirt is doing 50% off...
After discount still cost RM100++ @.@
I need to work harder @.@


Sufung, your head!!!



The black n white skirt is funky! Yoyo!
Belt sponsored by Sufung. Well actually i stole it from her =X


1st try on flower dress as well! Not bad eh...
I think Sherlyn had tried on this before...
hehe sure she looks better in the dress... ^^



Alice said this pic looks complicated... cuz our dresses are complicated XD

Stay tuned ! 2 weeks later im sure got more picture for updated! Ha!

离开

终于离开了这个安静的可怕
寂寞的可怕的家
离开了让人不满意的屋友
离开了拥有伤心回忆的地方
应该是开心的不是吗？

可是我竟然有点不舍。。。

我发现了不舍的原因

就是她

曾经有多少开心地回忆
却因为住在一起而导致关系生变
从头到尾都不舍得放弃这段友情
每天睡在同一间房间
相处在同一个屋檐下
却没有任何沟通
甚至到最后
分开了
连再见也没说

真的就这样完了吗？
我还是不甘心
因为我坚信友情不像爱情那样
不甘心也无法挽回
如果任何问题都摊开来说的话
事情不是解决了吗？
说得容易
可是心中的芥蒂是除不掉的吧？

有没有可能
未来当我们再遇见的时候
你会微笑跟我打招呼
告诉我你最近好不好？

Photo+ recent outing

Yo! Photo Time!
Since i found my Cardreader. Kekeke
*Ah, Sorry for the poor photo quality as i shrink the photo size so that i can upload all the photos in shorter time.I won't do it next time :P*

Group Pic During XY&KK birthday


GDC Appreciation Lunch At Neway

Don't stop the Voice!!DongTaiDu Music Festival

Creative Booths


*The stuff toys are so cute, but Expensive lor! I rather to Make it Myself*





Underground Band performance.
Lol Black Metal wei... My ear can't tahan. Heard that DJ very geng also. But really not my cup of tea T_T




NZX, Ara Damansara


Full House @ NZX











*The Environment is Nice, But the food... ehm... >.<'''*


FLUFF @ NZX

No cages for dogs! They are running freely in the shop.
I got to play with them and Chat with the staff for 2 hours!
Hoho, he is such an experienced dog owner!
The dogs are so adorable and well trained!
I am for sure to get one for myself in the future! But my nose is sensitive leh >.<

失去。收获

突然觉得，失去他，我似乎得了更多。
意料之外的收获。

我得到了我姐妹的支持。
让我跟她们更加的贴近。
第一次觉得，有女朋友真好！

我也得到了全家人的鼓励。
连最保守的爸爸，也给了我鼓励。
我以为他会一直假装不知道。
可是也许是我让他太过担心了
他忍不住就说出口了。呵

我也找回了“失散已久”的“好朋友”。
也许现在跟以前不会一样了。
可是我发现我的心变得开阔了。
因为，我可以原谅他曾经对我做的伤害。
我也曾经伤害过他。
所以，就算不可能回到过去了。
也至少不是陌生人吧。

虽然还有一个朋友，我是很想再度拥有的。
我做了努力。可是她不接受。
也许缘分尽了吧。

谢谢
逼我吃饭的哥哥。。。
陪我半夜谈心的姐姐。。。
陪我逛街又来我家陪我谈心怕我胡思乱想的姐姐。。。
在我发酒疯还耐性听我疯言疯语的姐姐。。。
还有好多人。。。

现在的我，看开了。
可是并没有完全痊愈。
所以不要动不动刺激我。
要不然我哭给你看。

我爱唱的伤心情歌
必须搁着一边了
要不然又。。。
换下曲风也好。。。
呵呵


惨了。。。
明天早上考试！
还有空在这里写blog...
好想睡哦。。。
救命！
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Japanese Cultural Night 09

Thanks a lot to my Sisterzzz... Puiyee and Karen!

Thanks for turning me into a glamorous star that night...^^
The girls suddenly transformed into my manager and nanny/escort during that night. Haha.
I felt so sweet to have them around me ...

Thanks for encouraging me...
Thanks for giving me confidence...
Thanks for teaching me how to face my problem...
Thanks for letting me know, I was imperfect too...
I will try to improve myself, no matter what is the outcome.
At least i tried it, So i won't have any regrets.
Thanks for everything that u gals done for me ... I love u muaks! hahaha...

I did give it my best shot on the stage that night.
At least I didn't cracked my voice. haha.

I finally fulfilled my dream.
Singing Japanese song on stage.
Singing Speed's song on stage.
Singing my idol's song that inspired me and leaded me to this music path...

I m grateful to Hanfu for giving me this opportunity.
Thanks to my band members that help me to complete the songs...
No matter what happened at down stage, I will never forget the moments on stage.
I won't let anybody, anything affects my performance on stage.
Because

それは私の夢だった！

Share some photo here ^^

My guardian angels ^^



PuiYee so Proud of her work. Always busy tidying my hair all the time. haha




I love this Pic... Emo~ LOL



White Love- Speed


God knows- Hirano Aya

to: guys and gals

Thanks for the birthday "Surprised"! haha... next time when u guys plan to give ppl surprise don make so much noise outside lar... :D

i had been peeking at u guys 15 min before the door bell rang ... LOL

haha ... THanks anyway... Its glad to see you guys all together again ^^

Sim Ying ar... next time i bring u eat strawberry lar k? don simply eat strawberry when unknown ppl around, i scared u wil kena kidnapped... XD