小不点，好走。。。

小不点
妹妹告诉我的时候
我以为他们在开玩笑
可是
从webcam看到你的尸体
嘴巴上血淋淋的痕迹
我知道
他们没有骗我

死因不明
因为在肥肥的身上无法找到他攻击过小不点的痕迹
只知道你们前天为了食物打过架

别处没有任何的伤痕
就只是嘴巴那血淋淋的
所以
我们也不知道你是为何离开

我们都没哭
也许是麻木了吧。。。
坚强的二妹也亲手把他埋了
没有动劳到爸爸

从7个成员的大家庭
短短的半年内
只剩下了girlgirl 和 肥肥
我真的希望你们能活到2岁。。。
爱你们哦。。。

烦

不懂从何说起。。。
msn给人家block了。。。
ok...那是人家的自由。
虽然我不知道原因到底是什么。
我不是spammer，跟他的conversation一个月只有那么一次。
就那个时候他才unblock我吧。。。

然后
好好跟他说
他也不理我

明明很明显早上是别人BT“忘了关“
因为他一回来我的网就能上到了。
可是我的msn死都上不到
try看unplug所有人的cable。
网络顺得不得了
msn上到了！

然后好好地问他
反过来怀疑我DL?
如果是我DL我还敢问你？
结果他说他limit了我的bandwidth.
所以我才上不到。

厚，为什么你不去limit其他人的？
我有几年没有BT,几个月没stream了。。
心血来潮想看一下youtube
又要等他慢慢爬
我只是有听朋友说过
有些virus会吃bandwidth
我电脑virus种类繁多
我不知道是不是有个这样的virus害了我

为什么针对我？
我到底犯了什么滔天大罪？
从头到尾
我都没有勇气跟你面对面摊牌
我承认我是缩头乌龟
我甘愿你找我大吵一架
什么不爽的事 讲出来
解决了 不就没事了。

我知道
你不爽我关门“大声“
可是有时是风吹的
有时是不小心的
从来都不是故意的。
而且我以前就是这样 对我来讲根本不算大声
为了避免关门大声 我特地把lan cable夹着门 这样就不会那么大声了

人家跟我说我做错了什么 我就会尽量避免再犯
不像我跟人家说了 垃圾得空就倒
他哦了一次 也什么都没做

我不是发牢骚
我真的是。。。
被人针对的感觉很不好受
虽然剩下不到一个月了
可是 我希望以后见面还是能微笑说halo
虽然现在也都没能做到这样

对我来说 曾经的回忆 很难忘记
曾经是好朋友 不希望到最后变成陌生人 或者是 仇人
到现在 我还是希望珍惜
虽然我觉得 他应该不会相信
我在他心中 应该是很糟糕的人吧？
我也不能做什么了。。。

我的msn还是上不到。。。

Photo+ recent outing

Yo! Photo Time!
Since i found my Cardreader. Kekeke
*Ah, Sorry for the poor photo quality as i shrink the photo size so that i can upload all the photos in shorter time.I won't do it next time :P*

Group Pic During XY&KK birthday


GDC Appreciation Lunch At Neway

Don't stop the Voice!!DongTaiDu Music Festival

Creative Booths


*The stuff toys are so cute, but Expensive lor! I rather to Make it Myself*





Underground Band performance.
Lol Black Metal wei... My ear can't tahan. Heard that DJ very geng also. But really not my cup of tea T_T




NZX, Ara Damansara


Full House @ NZX











*The Environment is Nice, But the food... ehm... >.<'''*


FLUFF @ NZX

No cages for dogs! They are running freely in the shop.
I got to play with them and Chat with the staff for 2 hours!
Hoho, he is such an experienced dog owner!
The dogs are so adorable and well trained!
I am for sure to get one for myself in the future! But my nose is sensitive leh >.<

痛い

痛い！

Oops... 老了。到底有哪里不痛我还真的不知道列。。。
20岁。好像60岁的老人。=.=
连续忘了我的cardreader放哪里两次。
完了。。。

药膏布。。贴贴贴。

冰

当一颗受伤的心
结成冰
再也不相信谁

当一颗结成冰的心
决定相信
有个人会爱她一辈子

当解冻的心
又再次被击碎
她决定不再相信任何人

永远　结了冰的心

冰冻的心
也许会为某个特别的人再次解冻
可是绝不是任何一个爱她的人

她很感性
她很敏感
她很容易倾心
但不代表她不认真

她努力爱过了
也伤过了
也努力适应过了

别人说她太容易受伤
太容易相信
太容易放感情
甚至太荒谬

可是
她自己从来就不喜欢这样的自己
活在悲伤中的自己
如果有选择
她会选择平淡地　快乐地
过着每一天

她的个性　是先天的
她的命运　是老天给的
她只能接受
然后竭尽所能
保护自己
纵然
到最后被伤害的总是自己

她不会撒谎
不在乎不会装得在乎
在意不会装成不在意
难过也不会掩饰
快乐也不会假装

也许这样
没有人会喜欢她
没有人愿意认识

真正的她

Stupid quiz again XD

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid:	High
Schizoid:	Low
Schizotypal:	Moderate
Antisocial:	Low
Borderline:	Very High
Histrionic:	High
Narcissistic:	High
Avoidant:	Very High
Dependent:	High
Obsessive-Compulsive:	Low
-- Personality Disorder Test -- -- Personality Disorder Information --

Ｒａｎｄｏｍ

最近, 冰公主都很忙...
有太多的计划,多到只有时间想,没有时间做...
有时候想太多,烦太多,只会浪费更多时间更多精神...倒不如拿来睡觉...
我呀...都在忙些什么?
吃东西,走街, 玩耍,看戏,上网,花钱,赚钱...
当然正经的事还是有做的.
至少我找到工了.
烦恼还没告一段落,可是至少少了一半吧...

当朋友问起我的事的时候， 我会告诉他们: 去看我的blog咯。。
他们会说:大多数时候都看不懂，因为看不懂华语。
说起来我还真地认识很多香蕉人。。。LOL
我：不会用translator哦？
他们：翻译的莫名其妙，我都看不懂
＝。＝

可是，曾经却有人看不懂中文，却又能那么厉害的从莫名其妙的翻译中领悟我真正想要表达的东西。。。
把我写的东西念出来
曾经我还想用某些方法让他看不懂呢。。。
神奇啊。。。
どういう意味ですか？
haha...代表他三八咯。。。

啊。。。昨天无聊跑去看戏。。。
Ｉ　ｌｏｖｅ　ｙｏｕ　Ｍａｎ
==
听名字就觉得恶心拉．．．
超级ｇａｙ的咯。。。
尽是一些限制级的桥断
没内容
一点也不ｎｇａｍ我的ｔａｓｔｅ咯。
没办法。。。谁叫我智商不高，看不懂悬疑片，只好看些肤浅的白痴片

看到有人走Ｔ字伸展台哦！
羡慕呢。。。
从小的梦想
可是却没真正努力让自己拥有资格来接近这个梦想
我爱吃嘛　>.< 接近１２点了，却被某把声音给电到了。 ｈｅａｖｅｎ　ｃａｆｅ的２个男生，唱歌超好听的！ 刚坐下来，就被服务生告知：那是最后一首歌了，你们还要点东西吗？ 唉，扫兴，还想点歌地说。 既然坐下来了就喝杯饮料吧。 心里想着他们可以为我延长工作时间就好了。。。 最后一首歌完毕。 他们竟然让我点一首歌！ OMG! 他们为我延长也！ 呵呵。。 虽然点了阿镔的坏人他们不会，就点了周杰伦的说好的幸福呢。 好听啊。。。 被电到迷迷糊糊了。 虽然实在不帅地说。:P 平时去民歌都没遇到那么会唱的。 我还录了下来哦！*害羞* 星期一两个考试一起上，我一个字也还没碰． 平常咯．．． 等成绩出的时候才哭咯．．．
氷姫：话说，最近这边都很冷清下。。。　:(

Speed Best MV, Latest single S.P.D

Coolest MV of Speed ever. They're gorgeous!
Although the song is not the best. Too western style. But I love the Choreography =D

Quizzes... It's kinda accurate huh? i love quizzes XD

What is your True Fear? Your Result: Death Over all things the one issue that you are most terrified about is dying. You can't stand the thought of how you will die, when you will die, and what will happen after you die. Chances are you can be slightly paranoid, sensitive, or superstitious at times. Your nervous and apprehensive nature may turn people away from you sometimes. The truth is that everyone has to face death some day, so just get your mind off dying and start living for the present.
Being Alone
Losing Someone
Disappointment
Looked down on
Commitment
Where Your life is Going
What is your True Fear? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

Scared of being alone...
I always hope that i will never wake up from my sleep
but on the other hand i m extremely scared of death... LOL
I just afraid of losing someone important to me.

Which Positive Quality Are You? Your Result: Love You are Love. Love is the glue that binds us all together. The love of family, the love of friends, the love between husbands and their wives--these things form the foundation of our happiness, our security, and our comfort. "All you need is love."
Peace
Faith
Courage
Friendship
Charity
Which Positive Quality Are You? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

Ya... In need of love... Anybody want to sympathize this little abandoned kitty?XD
I m not abandoned, I still have my family. But i need more love :(

What type of person do you attract? Your Result: You attract artsy people! Those free spirited artists with great imaginations find you interesting. They are usually interesting themselves, so its not a bad thing, but they CAN be a bit wifty and choose odd goals. If you like life to always be a bit 'different' from the norm, but not too extreme in any one direction, these are the people for you. If you seek logical decision making skills and good money management, you may want to change something in the way you appear. Artsy people are fun for adventure and exploring, so, have fun! (smoking weed helps too)
You attract models!
You attract unstable people!
You attract geeks!
You attract rednecks!
You attract Yuppies!
What type of person do you attract? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

Can the smoking weed removed from the result?
I don't hope to get lungs cancer at my early age.

What mental disorder do you have? Your Result: Manic Depressive You have extreme cycles of highs and lows. Sometimes you feel like you don't know who you are. One week you could be very hyper and happy and the next week you are slow and depressed.
Paranoia
GAD (Generalized Anxiety Disorder)
OCD (Obsessive Compulsive Disorder)
ADD (Attention Deficit Disorder)
What mental disorder do you have? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

ya... depression everyday.
Making me numb of it already

What Movie is YOUR life? Your Result: The Notebook Your life is like a love story. Find the one you want and dont leave them.You are destined for true love. You will be happy and have many kids. You take your love life seriously and your friends cant affect it no matter how hard they try.
Legally Blonde
Batman the Dark Knight
What Movie is YOUR life? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

Suddenly i feel like to get married. Don't laugh at me please. XD
I'm seeking for secure and reliable shoulder for me to rely on during my tough time.
I'm tired, and i m dependent.

30%your soul lives on in peace and happiness

You almost reached the half way point but,never mind.I'm sure you know who your looking for,just believe.

Finding your dream guy
Take More Quizzes

Long way to go... haih

What Song Describes Your Life Your Result: A Little Bit Longer, Jonas Brothers The song that describes your life is A Little Bit Longer by the Jonas Brothers. You are going through some rough times but your trying to stay strong and pull through. You are sensitive but fun.
When I Grow Up, p---- Cat Dolls
La La Land, Demi Lovato
Love Story, Taylor Swift
What Song Describes Your Life Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

Ya...I'm going through some hard time...
and I need to overcome it, in order to get a new life.
A little bit longer and I'll be fine.
Waitin' on a cure
But you don't know what you got 'til it's gone
You don't know what its like to feel so low.
And everytime you smile you laugh you glow
You don't even know, know, know.

信樂團 - 挑釁

~不要闯进我冰冷的爱情
我怕沉睡的梦被你惊醒
无论束手就擒
或是抵挡你的入侵
都会让我摇摆不定
触景伤情

孤独的背影
落寞的神情
经不起你的挑衅

你的爱太冷静
催泪的叮咛
温柔的神情
却又让我动心

别让我掉入陷阱
别恨我不敢听
固执的个性
坚定的表情
经不起你的挑衅

请你别再靠近
不要让我狠不下心
现在的我
经不起你一再挑衅~



曲:詹凌驾
词:王武雄

我的梦早已归零 我的爱结成冰
褪色的刺青 残留的姓名
那是我的曾经
别为我动了真情 别怪我那麼ㄍㄧㄥ
孤独的背影 落寞的神情
经不起你的挑衅

不要闯进我冰冷的爱情 我怕沉睡的梦被你惊醒
无论束手就擒 或是抵挡你的入侵
都会让我 摇摆不定 触景伤情

你的梦如此清醒 你的爱太冷静
催泪的叮咛 温柔的神情
却又让我动心

别让我掉入陷阱 别恨我不敢听
固执的个性 坚定的表情
经不起你的挑衅

不要闯进我冰冷的爱情 我怕沉睡的梦被你惊醒
无论束手就擒 或是抵挡你的入侵
对我来说 都是挑衅

不要挑衅我冰冷的爱情 我怕醒来会爱你爱不停
请你别再靠近 不要让我狠不下心
现在的我 经不起你 一再挑衅

Cool Song Cool Choreography Cool Live!

I just lovin it :P

Sophisticated Girl - SPEED

Sophisticated Girl

English Translation

SPEED

---

My Life!! I'll change the way I live
From today My Style
If you want to shine and hold it in your hand
Step, Step, Steppin' now
You can't stay hidden
Get Dream!! Even though it seems far now
Nobody, Knows Tomorrow...
If you really want to escape and join us
Break, Break, Breakin' Out
You gotta fly away from here!

Even pure hearts can cause pain
Struggle towards a good romance
So that everyone can meet a new you

Sophisticated Girl
You gotta polish your femininity
Sophisticated Girl
Put it all Put it all Put it all together
Sophisticated Girl
I start to long for it
Sophisticated Girl
Wonderful Wonderful I'll become a wonderful person

It's My Life!!
I am who I am
I won't give into any complexes!
My ideal Body
My future's STEADY
Let's Go! Go! Heaven
Face your dreams and Wake Me Up!
White Love
From yesterday's me
My Graduation
And then...
I'll grow towards the 21st Century
With a Speed that won't stop everyday life in my eyes

Until I throw away my pride
I can't have popularity
I want out to find what's I'm really like
And become a person you'd show off...

Sophisticated Girl
Let's aim high!!
Sophisticated Girl
It'd be great if I had charm, glamour, and brains
Sophisticated Girl
I never flirt
Sophisticated Girl
A high-class A high-class A high-class woman

Wanna become a

Sophisticated Girl
You gotta polish your femininity
Sophisticated Girl
Put it all Put it all Put it all together
Sophisticated Girl
I start to long for it
Sophisticated Girl
Wonderful Wonderful I'll become a wonderful woman

Sophisticated Girl
One with a playful cheeriness
Sophisticated Girl
Someday, Someday, Someday, Someday I'll Become a
Sophisticated Girl
Someday I can become a
Sophisticated Girl
A high-class A high-class A high-class woman

Sophisticated Girl
I won't look back
Sophisticated Girl
All of it All of it All of it for the sake of tomorrow
Sophisticated Girl
I'll shine in the streets
Sophisticated Girl
Wonderful Wonderful Let's become wonderful people!

Cool Choreography by Speed

Deep Blue & Truth(hip hop ver) - SPEED, I Got You - Hitoe

Starting over- Speed

Starting Over

English Translation

Speed

---

Long ago and far away
I feel like I've faded
Shards of dreams
An out of reach springtime of life

All my crys and songs of love
Are being wiped out by the bustle of the streets
But even if the deep darkness swallowed everything
Surely dawn will come

Starting Over
I'll start over again from here
Starting Over
I don't want to know about tomorrow
I'll let the wind blow
As I stand in the street
And wipe away my tears

I wander through the streets
As my heart begins to break
Who is it I want to be with
What do I want

Although I should be used to being alone by now
I just want to be near to someone today
But now that all I'm left with is emptiness
I've finally realized who's important to me

Starting Over
The end is the start...
Or so they say
Starting Over
If you're somewhere watching me too
I'll make a prayer
To the light of the moon
And walk away from this place

We're Starting Over
We're Getting Better
We're Starting Over

Starting Over
I'll start over again from here
Starting Over
The end is the start...
That's what I believe
I'll make a wish
To the light of dawn
As I start my journey to tomorrow
I will start over again

We're Starting Over
Time is Starting Over
We have been set free

We're Starting Over
Time is Starting Over
Someday, Getting Better

We're Starting Over
Time is Starting Over
We have been set free

We're Starting Over
Time is Starting Over
Someday, Getting Better

不够成熟- BY2

不够成熟- BY2


我想我还是不够成熟
还达不到 你的要求
我真的没有想的太多
只是怀念 你走以后
离开 难道真的是解脱
难道 真的要事过境迁了以后才懂
倔强说不痛 假装什么伤都没有
倔强抬起头 决不让眼泪往下流
倔强说不痛 假装什么伤都没有
真的不难过 笑着和你挥挥手
我想我还是不够成熟
还达不到 你的要求
我真的没有想的太多
只是怀念 你走以后
离开难道真的是解脱
难道 真的要事过境迁了以后才懂
倔强说不痛 假装什么伤都没有
倔强抬起头 决不让眼泪往下流
倔强说不痛 假装什么伤都没有
真的不难过 笑着和你挥挥手
如果有一天 我们有缘在见
你会不会想起 说过的永远
倔强说不痛 假装什么伤都没有
倔强抬起头 决不让眼泪往下流
倔强说不痛 假装什么伤都没有
真的不难过 笑着和你挥挥手

荷尔蒙失调 =.=

最近荷尔蒙严重失调。
什么问题统统一起来。
痘痘啊，水肿啊。。。
然后这几天的情绪不稳（其实好想都没有真得很稳过）
胃出了些毛病。
其实只要我想起不开心的事
我就会开始胃绞
想呕，没味口
可是为了健康着想
还是得吃
因为不吃反而会更胖@.@
气死人

距离最长的期限还有3个月
如果无法在期限里面完全放下
我真的应该去跳海了
因为我完了 =.='''
我真得太失败了

身体状况很明显的反映了我的心理状态
想藏都藏不住
原来假装开心
荷尔蒙还是会失调 XD
好啦。。。
我是真的希望我能开心

我很开心
我很开心
我很开心
我很开心
我很开心
我很开心
我很开心
我很开心
我很开心
我很开心






自己骗自己 算了 -_-

Good bye my Angels ...

I was informed that, 3 of my little angels, had passed away when i was not around at hometown for the last few weeks ...

The culpit is : The Cat...

yea, the cat on my blog template...

3 of them attacked by the Cat.

Pipi, the noble mother, was scratched by the cat. And My family applied medicine for her. I think Pipi is mostly poisoned by the medicine when she try to lick her wound.

QiuQiu, Cute fatty auntie, No body left at all. What they can found is just BLOOD traces...

CitCit, Little cutie boy, had the most pathetic fate. His half body was stucking and hanging at the cage's gap. His bottom body part is gone. My family show me the photo. I can't imagine what is my response if i was at the scene. What the photo showed is, scary, bloody, and sadness...

I held my tears. I should know how to handle with my emotion. Good bye my angels. Rest In Peace...


Nobody informed me about those cases at all, My parents worried that i might can't accept the truth and can't handle the sadness by my own.

sick lorrrr

Is the sickness that causes my emoness?

or my emoness that causes the sickness?





Confusing @.@




Stomachache ar ... :(

When u're gone

When u're gone

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cried
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie
Is made up on your side

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do
Reminds me of you
And the clothes you left
They lie on the floor
And they smell just like you
I love the things that you do

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it okay
I miss you

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were
And all I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I do I give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me