It's July

It's July already, time passed so quickly.
And I'm so forgetful that I couldn't remember what have I done for the past few months. Haha.

Ok skip those unhappy part, here's the summary of the happy part...

Department Dinner @ Sweet Water Italian Restaurant

It's considered as authentic Italian food since it doesn't seem appealing to most of the Asian taste bud.
Wasted!
But all of them look fine to me, other than the pumpkin soup.
(I memang didn't fancy pumpkin that much~=P)

My fishhh~ I love it. Bitter salad, very bitter, I like it though. Delicious appetizers (finish 10  in one go)!!

FHA 2012

This is going to be a very delicious post.


David Garette Private Showcase in Singapore!

  For the first time in my lifetime, I won myself something from a lucky draw! It's a pair of  "David Garrett Private Showcase in Singapore" tickets. How excited is that!

   Actually I don't won it entirely by my own. I was asking for help from a friend who work in Singapore, and he is so kind to help me to SMS to the Singapore Radio Channel to grab a chance to win the tickets.

  2 days before the concert, I got no news from my friend. Sigh, as expected, I got no luck!
But still, I prayed to God, I told HIM how much I wanted to go for this concert... And ...
TADA! Here I am, at the concert! Got a SMS from my friend a day before the concert, that I have won the tickets! Thanks GOD!!!

  In disbelief, I immediately called my ex-bandmate AKA University friend Jeffrey whether he is free on the next day for the concert. His reply: I'm going to take half day leave for the concert! (He is a fan of orchestra concert!)
Anyway this is a Crossover(Mixture of Classical and Pop) Concert from David Garrett!

集点换购活动 Gift Redemption Programme

话说，我最近超哈集点换购活动的，动力是：满足感，优越感。囧

I was so Crazy in love with Gift Redemption Programme recently, Seems like I can get some sense of achievement and satisfaction from it. LOL.

上个月，逛THE STORE 时不小心瞄到一只摆在摊子上的喵喵，好像要集不懂多少个点就能以Rm1.90 换购了。
When I was shopping at THE STORE last month, a KITTY caught my attention. I need to accumulate points to get it with RM1.90.

调查了一下，要25点，一点30元。( = o = )'''

Rm30 x 25 = 750大元。我的上帝。

不过指定商品也有加送一点。

So, it need a total of 25 points, You have to spend Rm30 for each point.
Means total you have to spent RM750, O.M.G.
There's bonus stamp for purchasing certain item too.

所以不管三七二十一，拖着全家大小~有什么粮食，需要不需要的，都到那买！

（其实我们家是Giant的忠实顾客，便宜嘛）
结果特地选购指定商品，总换得来，也只有区区3、4点。
沮丧啊。\(╯-╰)/ 

So I just drag my family and buy whatever we need (or no need) at THE STORE.
(We usually shop at GIANT, cheapest supermarket in town.)

But I just manage to get 3,4 points...
Disappointment...

到最后，干脆就站在收银处，问问哥哥姐姐，
"你们的点数贴纸还要不要，可以施舍给我吗？"

这个需要相当的勇气。还有厚脸皮。

给我这个内向的人，算是很大的尝试了。

集到了14点。我已经无力了。

脸皮被削的很薄了。︸_︸

打算就放弃了吧~

In the end, I give up my pride, waiting in front of the cashier, and ask from the gor gor jie jie,
whether they need the stamp, if don't want then give me lor thankyou.
Manage to collect 14 stamps.
Feel strength-less already.
My face very thin one OK?
Such a big challenge for me, I need LOTSA courage to do this kind of thing. LOL.

Decided to give up =(

怎么知道，这个动力延续到了台湾。

7-eleven有小叮当风扇换购活动。只要10点，每点66台币！这个容易多了。

所以4天的行程，我告诉同行的林佩宜， “我们3餐都吃7-eleven好不好？”

到最后，当然是遭他白眼咯....   ( 。__ 。)
Who knows, There's a same kind of programme held @ 7-Eleven in Taiwan!
We need to collect 10 stamps, cost 66 TWD each, to redeem a Doraemon Fan! This one is easier.
So I suggest to Lim Pui Yee:
"Dear, we had our all 3 meal @ 7-Eleven Ok?"
Of course she rejected me. T_T

过去的

心情有些复杂
有感动 有羡慕 也有嫉妒
一直在想 如果他们也把我当成他们的一份子 那该多好

玩音乐 多么快乐的事啊
跟志同道合的朋友在一起 应该是很开心的

可是 这几年来 一次又一次被当成人偶来对待
我累了

看见他们开心感动的样子 我却没在里面
对 是我先拒绝的 那是因为
不管我有没有在里面 我都无法被归类进他们感动的一份子里面

所以 我并不想面对这些让我难过的人们
看见他们 只会让我看见那个懦弱的自己

被别人欺负只会躲在家里哭的自己
被别人忽略遗忘 只会静静坐在一旁 等待别人注意的自己
面对委屈 什么也不敢做的自己

也许我真的很难让人家接纳
也许我真的很懦弱
也许我真的不起眼
这样的我 一定要被看不起吗？
在弱肉强食的世界 我一定会被吃掉吗？

在回忆里 受伤的痕迹 永远不会痊愈
在你们无意间 受伤的心灵已经被逼到悬崖 没有办法再相信
在内心底的深处 你们是不能被原谅的

http://iamjiayi1989.blogspot.com/2009/02/blog-post.html
就算有一天 这篇日志被删除了 你认为 回忆里的伤口 就能忘记吗？
不是一次 而是一次又一次 弱小的人类 就应该被忽略 被利用吗？

我不是傀儡 不是呼之则来挥之则去的
需要我 就记得我 用完了 就丢掉
我就这么的廉价？

带着忐忑的心情 就这样去了发表会 反正 也是最后一次了
不会再有机会 看到我的过去了

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番外篇
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1）
也许 被我骂了一顿 你觉得不舒服
看见我也不想理我了
如果你是我的朋友 如果你理解我的感受 你不会怪我
因为 在责任上 你是错了 在朋友的立场上 你更加错了
你没有对造成我的伤害道歉就算了 现在连见面也不跟我说话
这算什么朋友?

当我妈妈在骂我无聊参加什么比赛 自己找麻烦的时候
你又怎么知道当时我是为了什么才参加比赛的
因为我的朋友要求我 要我参加
当时我知道 也许参加人数不够
身为朋友 就算不想参加 这点忙也想帮一下
没想到这个帮忙 却让我费心费时间费泪水来挽救自己的名声
到最后还得换来你的白眼？
我不会后悔我做的一切 就算你不想把我当朋友
因为 我没有错

2）
那，对于那个对我人生攻击 幼稚的小毛孩
我是不是刚才看到他的时候 就该拿颗臭鸡蛋 往他的头上砸？
我没有这么做 我也懒得那么做
我不跟他计较 不是我漠视他对我造成的伤害
而是 在计较下去 在憎恨下去 只会加深对我自己的伤害
跟个小孩计较 我岂不是跟他一样幼稚
如果他认为他一时冲动 犯下了错误 是不是该道歉？
这是常识 不是上大学老师教的

想要对我的意见作反驳？不要攻击 不要从背后咬人
来面对面跟我好好谈 这才是大人的做法

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结论：

对于那些抛弃我的：
我没有损失

做人要往前看 不要往回走
对于这段回忆 这是最后的追叙
对过去那个懦弱的自己 说再见

Japanese Cultural Night 09/10 Video

Japanese Cultural Night 09/10

Have I ever mentioned, this is my Favourite performance EVER? Hehehe, it may not be the best, but I enjoyed from the start to the end, from practice phase till the final performance.

I guess Japanese Cultural Night performance will be my Last Music performance in my Uni life. And it will be the best in my memories.
Why? Because I got great costume, great band members, great songs, great moments, great supporters, applause and etc...
Although it is not the best performance of mine, off-pitch, forgetting lyrics and some others mistakes. But I realised that, this is the first time I smiled on stage. It's so natural, no faking for others. That's my best moment.

I feel that, finally, I found myself. I've back to the starting point.
The little girl that liked to sing Japanese song a lot and imagine that she can open her own concert.

She printed out translated lyrics.
Sing the song and dance around in front of TV when opening live concert VCD of SPEED.
Imagine that she is the one who open her mini concert.

Haha.
Although the stage she is owning now, is a small little mph stage with poor PA system...
But the most important thing, she enjoyed it and finally found herself.

(Finally fulfilled my wishes to have lots of picture with yukata! ^^)


Thanks to my band members for making my last performance a great one!
Ok 1stly... who should i intro first...

Kelvin - My elec guitarist

ahahaha... the loyal one... LOLx actually he just help me perform twice ny...
But he is a really kind guy lar... Treat me eat cheesecake somemore :P
dont see he 呆呆 one... He look very good boy rite? but actually his inner self is a really wild one lor... love red hair and gothic looks! ^^
He looks cool when playing guitar lor! Don't play play XDXD
Will kena sot one ok! I think he is single and available. Single ladies are welcome... :D

Jesen - Drummer
Ok this drummer ah... Banyak comments one... Have to put in dir en grey to please him.. And then say Natsu Matsuri Gina song... I use gina voice sing he oso wanna show me that kind of expression lor... =.='''
When he is late for 15 minutes, the 1st thing that i always said: wah, u so early...
Oh ya the earliest he can reach is late for 15 min, the latest... Needless to tell.. hahahaha
But as the prev judges said, don't at look this small little kid, he is playing so hard and with great power. Hahaha ya lar, he looks really cute when he don't shoot me. But most of the time, it's really hard for him to be kind to me one lor.
And he is not available for sale lor sorry ladies. He is taken by a real beauty :P

Arthur - My Bassist

One of the kind soul.
He is willing to help even that we didn't meet each other before!
Lol. Needless to say he got great bass skill.
(I only choose the best ok XD)
When he didn't play bass, he looks cute and funny lor.
Haha especially with his hamster teeth... ahahha
When he play bass, wah totally change into another person, jumping while playing somemore o.o
XDXD

Ome - Elec Guitarist

Wa absolutely a great solo guitarist
And he is so nice to become my final guitarist( Kena ffk by some irresponsible guitarist)
I was so fed up that time, and he appeared! That's why if you want the best, you have to wait patiently lar...
hehehe... Sometimes he is quiet, but sometime what he said will shock you... hahahaha
He is so nice to fetch me to practice since both of us staying at the same area.
Great to know new fren! ^^ somemore a good one :D

Jeffrey - Keyboardist

When the time I approach Jeffrey, the actual performance just 2 weeks to go...
He can catch up so fast... hahaha.... Of course I believe in him
A very efficient and punctual one! ^^
He is a great photographer too!
Thanks for the nice photos...
Love them so much ^^


I didn't miss out anyone rite?
lolx...


Oh ya, one more my Oniichan
Wan-san!
Haha, he is the one who invited me to join this event.
If not because of this event, we won't knowing each other.
A really caring brother.
Just sometimes he is acting over tention and over serious, make me tention oso T.T
But overall I can always have nice chat with him... :D
He is really nice nice nice nice! (*single and available* :P)


*Happy ^^*

It's just 3 days Official Video

Muahaha... It's not official MV or something.
Just "officially" get the video recording from the person in charge.
FYI, this is the performance during 潮极爱国华语歌曲创作比赛 （Chinese Song Composing Competition).
Pls Comment!
Well I know I keep running out of pitch ><

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Please give some comments also :D

Good News? Bad News? The truth is, I'm in... LOL

I'm in? Into what?
Come lets guess... LOL

I'm able to get into the top 15 finalist of song composing competition that organized by
UNITED MORAL UPLIFTING SOCIETY MALAYSIA ( YOUTH SECTION )

for more information pls take a look at here-> 全国青少年潮极爱国华语歌曲创作比赛

But there're a request from the unit in charge, they request me to modify the lyrics.

He: The judge said that your song is nice, the melody is nice.
But the lyrics... errr, is a bit negative?
It's not suitable for our theme...
As we wanted people to get encouragement and motivation from the song...

Me: Ok... I think I can do it...
since it is for the competition's sake.
But the melody is full of sorrow, do u think it can transform into a positive song?

He: Ehm , I don't think the melody is sad.
I hope that the lyrics can bring out hope to the listener.

Me: Ok T.T

It's impossible for me to say no right?
I've to follow the Competition's theme instead of
insisting on my own style,
or the original meaning of the song.
And this is the 1st time Emo Jiayi write Positive song?
Eh... I think no...
I think "Non-Stop Tears" is quite a positive song rite?
for those who heard it before...

Ah ... never mind that...
This is a big challenge for me.
I've been cracking my head to think of a set of POSITIVE lyrics since yesterday night ...
Mia... It's so damn hard.
Until now I still haven't get myself a satisfied outcome... Haih...

And what's the bad news?
It supposed to be happy right?
grrr... Not at all... I haven't tell you the song title that got into final right?
..... It's just 3 days ......
By the way, is the chinese version.
More emo than the English cacat version
(Is cacat seriously, ppl think im singing japanese song! WTH... sob...)
You can listen the cacat version at my playlist there...
and the original mandarin version.
pls refer to my song list :)

And now here go another POSITIVE version.
WTH this song got so many version lar!
I Do Love this song.
I Do Wish it to be selected in the competition.
BUT I Don't Wish To Perform It on the STAGE!
grrrr...
I'm in dilemma.
Since the moment they tell me the song is selected.
I become emo, instead of Excited.
Damn.
I really don't wish to remember a single thing.
Why must God treat me in that way?
Wanna force me to face everything?
Damn...
Fine, I will accept the Challenge.
Let's see how much can I take.
I just afraid I might get heart attach in the middle of preparing for the competition.

Ha! Just kidding.

Here is the original lyrics of the song

It’s just 3 days

2009

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

V1

爱情 我早已看得彻底

独自一个人 也能活得开心

是你 让我放下戒心

放开自己 对你爱的彻底

V2

贴心的小惊喜 动了心

别轻易放弃 继续努力

你付出的有几分真心

Chorus:

It’s just 3 days and now u're gone

再多的泪水 无法挽回

你的心意已决

没有丝毫眷恋

头也不回装作看不见我的泪

V3

你的心 到底向往哪里？

为什么轻易 说放弃

结束的每一句 伤痛了我的心

为什么你把爱情 看得那么轻

V4

你每句我爱你 变得儿戏

开始是你 结束也是你

我有没有在你心里？

Chorus:

It’s just 3 days and now u're gone

再多的痛也由我自己背

你的决定不变

只好默默成全

Baby I Miss You

Bridge

你把我捧起 又把我推入谷底

眼睁睁看你背影消失眼前

那沉睡的脸还留在我脑海里

你那深邃眼睛 我到底该如何将你忘记

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

Emo? for me is quite EMO de lor...

Want me to transform ...
Haih the outcome is not tat satisfying.
When i done with the PERFECT new lyrics...
I will show u guys here...
But seriously, the new lyrics look so FAKE!
U cant believe it actually written by me...

Damn it @.@


One question for myself:
IF you can get a bright future and lots of fortune
by producing those song that brought u sorrow,
will u choose to get money and future by experience those bad relationship,
or
had a lovely relationship without producing any songs
(Emo Jiayi only can produce emo song when she is emo)

that means,
Bread and Love,
Which one will you choose?

Love.

Definitely.
For the sake of being typical Pisces.
:)


Woman in Black= Emo
LOL, since when i ve become a woman... I'm old :(

More Videossss

that was Long time ago ... LOL ~~~
Electone series...

JPOP series







Competition series

Daicon Day 2 Update (My 1st TIme!!!)

Wake up at 8am to ready bcuz the final of the karaoke contest going to start at 11am...
Sh*t... my throat stucked! How am I going to sing at the early morning? When my throat is not ready yet and in such a bad condition... haih...

Today I get my Costume and hair style all by my own...
This is my 1st time to curl my hair by my own...
And the outcome is unexpectedly good!
Wow... I Never been so dolly before... *LOVE*
Now I become lady in pink ^^


And today I'm the 2nd Contestant.. Good. Since Im not the first and no need to wait too long also... Bad bad bad... Although My fren and the judge is Ok with my performance... But I m really NOT ok with my performance... Not my worse performance, but is my worst throat condition on stage ... Really cilaka =_= and the other contestants is perform much more better than yesterday! A big applause to them ^^
Btw, the song i sang: Moon Crying-Koda Kumi, Which i just learn it 2 months ago... I did sang the wrong lyrics :P But this song is suuuuuuuuuuuper nice... so sad... n im just loving it

Thanks to this blogger(sorry i dunno ur name >,< http://dreamingartemis.blogspot.com/2009/07/daicon-2009-day-2.html)


The artist! thx for ur pics ^^



OK... this RM5 one... no comment +_+seriously i think i can draw better than him... Or is it becuz i force a realistic style artist to draw a "dreamy" stye drawing?



Ok... picture picture and picture...

Cosplayer



I know! These 2 girls from Lucky Star!





Do we look like vampire and the princess... muahaha... This guy looks so attractive in his outfit! But i still cant figure out what race is him ... whatever... I am willing to bite by handsome vampire.. LOL


Mechandise

kore kore... kono badge ga hoshii....



Sailormoon Happy Family Card?@.@ Rm30... ehm... the drawing not so nice :P




New friend I knew from singing contest! Kori, a super friendly girl... cosplay as Cat woman... haha





Long time no see this little cutie dy... Phoebe chan desu!


Thx to Kori-chan! I get to experience the cosplay for 1st time! OMG! Im so excited!!!


Meow...


watashi wa usagi-chan desu ^^



With phoebe n mindy~



talk with bunny-chan~~


Sailormoon!!! OMG ... too bad the main 5 sailor is not around =.=

Forget to tell, I was cosplaying during Chihara Minori concert, so normally nobody will bother about my existence... hehe... who care... I Camhore till my camera battery flat =_=

Ok... Last but not least... Result...
I waited for so long... Till the concert end at 5pm... The crowd is already gone after the concert... Now only the Prize giving ceremony start, funny rite?

Ok... no 3... no my name, no2 no my name ...
........
............
...............
No 1
...................
........................
Toh Jiayi
??!!
Wth?
Ok lar... I noe is me although u pronounce it wrongly...



Unbelievable rite? Ya ... me too. Its so unreal. I got no fate with No1 since i was born!! everyday the highest rank i can get is no2!... Oh ... My... God!!!
I know i still got room for improvement... I will kanbatte!
But actually Im still doubt with my ability to get the no1 +_+


In case u guys are curious bout whats inside the bag... here they are... Don ask me how much i got... Im not going to tell :P muahaha....




Tips for singing: To sing a sad song, lets sad memories flow in ur mind... If dun hav oso nvm, try to imagine lar! I always got a lot of sad moment... Its easy for me to make them flow in my mind... And Maybe I just couldnt get over the sad memories...

Thx for those who hurt me n made me sad...
I can sing a good sad song bcuz of u...
and i can create a better song becuz of u...
And of course thanks to those who encourage n support me! Love ya ^^

Btw, I stay alone at home tat nite after the contest... kinda emo lor +.+ hehe, kidding lar... :P

Anyone who got my videos and pictures, pls send me ya!!! Love ya Muakssssssss! ^^