I can't believe that
I had my 2nd insomnia in my life
Yesterday night!
Without reason ... T__T
2nd attack! And this time is more serious than the 1st attack...
Thank god that Im still able to finish my Muet test today.
Seriously, i almost fell asleep during the reading test.
When i was reading the non ending article, I kinda missed my bed :(
I got on my bed at 2am yesterday night.
I was rolling in my bed...
My brain was still working...
My eyes still open widely...
I was so spirited ...
as Like i can dancing for all night ...
I was panic...
Because I still got a test to go at 8am morning...
Panic didn't solve the problem...
The clock is ticking ...
It was 5am in the morning.
I am still awake...
Wow ...
And finally i felt sleepy at that moment...
I think i took a short nap during that time...
It is 6.30am ... i get to wake up and ready for the test ...
GG....
Bad insomnia experience T____T
*I love Sleeping!*
FAITH is the key to live your dream! ✞
Sunday, April 26, 2009
Friday, April 24, 2009
What should i do?
Should I go for a
Hair perm?
Hair color?
Hair cut?
Scalp treatment?
OR
Just stick my butt on the chair and watching some stupid drama with some snacks...
Am i too rich or what?
These days lotssaa weird ideas popped out from my brain...
And they all need
MONEY!
Yea... Great.
Who wanna sponsor me? :D
Hair perm?
Hair color?
Hair cut?
Scalp treatment?
OR
Just stick my butt on the chair and watching some stupid drama with some snacks...
Am i too rich or what?
These days lotssaa weird ideas popped out from my brain...
And they all need
MONEY!
Yea... Great.
Who wanna sponsor me? :D
Monday, April 20, 2009
悲伤
偶尔 也会像今天这样
突然之间
鼻子酸酸的 胸口闷闷的 眼泪就流下来了
痛苦的 希望让生命就在今天终止
没有为了谁 没有为了什么事
就是觉得世界只剩下黑白
那个才是最可怕的
没有任何原因
却让我累得 不想再走下去了
人生好累
到底为了什么？是为什么？！
为什么我还是找不到原因？
找不到原因我要如何解决？
我知道 我比很多人都幸福的
可是 为什么我无法从悲伤的悬崖爬上来？
我真的就那么软弱吗？
我为什么还像个长不大的小孩
一不开心就要找爸爸 找妈妈 想回家
我为什么就不能一个人承担所有的悲伤
靠自己站起来
为什么我突然之间看不到前方的路
黑黑的 是地狱吗？
是有魔鬼缠着我吗？
为什么要折磨我？
为什么她不让我开开心心地活着
我也想要快乐
可是我找不到快乐的泉源
就算我不知道悲伤的原因
我还是沉浸在悲伤里
像我这种人 是得不到幸福的
我一心这样想着
因为我知道我自己有多差劲
却改不了
到最后只会伤害自己 伤害别人而已
我悲伤
不是为了任何人
是真的
我已经没有在等待了
我正在努力做好自己
可是悲伤把我吞嚼了
我反抗不了
痛苦的 让我希望 生命就此终止
突然之间
鼻子酸酸的 胸口闷闷的 眼泪就流下来了
痛苦的 希望让生命就在今天终止
没有为了谁 没有为了什么事
就是觉得世界只剩下黑白
那个才是最可怕的
没有任何原因
却让我累得 不想再走下去了
人生好累
到底为了什么？是为什么？！
为什么我还是找不到原因？
找不到原因我要如何解决？
我知道 我比很多人都幸福的
可是 为什么我无法从悲伤的悬崖爬上来？
我真的就那么软弱吗？
我为什么还像个长不大的小孩
一不开心就要找爸爸 找妈妈 想回家
我为什么就不能一个人承担所有的悲伤
靠自己站起来
为什么我突然之间看不到前方的路
黑黑的 是地狱吗？
是有魔鬼缠着我吗？
为什么要折磨我？
为什么她不让我开开心心地活着
我也想要快乐
可是我找不到快乐的泉源
就算我不知道悲伤的原因
我还是沉浸在悲伤里
像我这种人 是得不到幸福的
我一心这样想着
因为我知道我自己有多差劲
却改不了
到最后只会伤害自己 伤害别人而已
我悲伤
不是为了任何人
是真的
我已经没有在等待了
我正在努力做好自己
可是悲伤把我吞嚼了
我反抗不了
痛苦的 让我希望 生命就此终止
He's just NOT that into you
I just watched this movie with my pal yesterday. It is ... cool?
Haha, Maybe you thought it is just another typical American romantic comedy. But what the movie tell is not just jokes and hilarious stuffs, but it tells u the truth. It's too cruel to admit it, but it just happened around us!
Stop finding excuses for the man who:
-Doesn't Want to Marry You
-Not Calling You
They re just NOT that into u!
Somehow I think women are pathetic and poor creatures.
Why their life always being manipulated by guys?
Why they have to wait the guys to INTO her so that they can take further action?
Why can't woman do it in the opposite way and take the lead in the relationship?
(took from http://angelapk.livejournal.com/8890.html)
Quote from the movie:
Alex:if a guy is treating you like he doesn't give a shit, then he genuinely doesn't give a shit.
Lady 1: I used to think, that I had never been dumped.
Lady 2: Yeah, and then we started comparing notes and then we realized—wait a second—we’ve both been dumped by every man we’ve ever been with.
Lady 1: Every. One.
Lady 2: Yeah!
Lady 1: They do it so skillfully.
Lady 2: Mmhm!
Lady 1: So sneaky. That you think that it was your idea.
Lady 2: Yeah yeah yeah. You know. You’re sitting back and you’re like “Oh oh oh yeah, this is my idea but then wait a second. Why am I alone?”
Lady 1: “Why am I unhappy? Why have I gained 20 pounds?”
Lady 2: Mmhm!
Lady 1: They genuinely mind trick you.
Lady 2: Yes, they do!
Lady 1: You know what I’m saying?
Lady 2: Yeah! And they got those lines that they like to tell you.
Lady 1: Yeah, like “Oh, I don’t want to stand in your way.”
Lady 2: Oh, or, “you’re perfect. It’s just I have to work on myself.”
Lady 1: Or, “I’m just thinking of YOUR happiness.”
Lady 2: “Oh, I don’t DESERVE you.” That’s my favorite.
Lady 1: You know what line that I don’t like?
Lady 2: Hm?
Lady 1: “I’m so jealous of the guy that gets to marry you.” Well, that could’ve been you.
Lady 2: Yeah!
Lady 1: That’s what I was leaning towards.
Lady 2: Yeah! And let me tell you something. The second that you hear that, you just run to the store, get yourself some rims and a tub of ice cream because YOU have been dumped.
Aha! my pal who had been sitting beside me, which is a GUY, is waiting me to SHOOT him(No lar, is me who ready to shoot him XD)!
Yea, guys are jerk...
i know every guy friends of mine, is going to kill me ... LOL
But there re still nice guys around ...
Seriously, why do guys always taking the main lead in a relationship and hurt the woman who love them? It 's so unfair! Man always made the decision. Women don't even have the chance to say yes or no.
When they want to ditch you, you have to go away.
When they want you back, you go back to them?
WTF?!
Oops, sorry, did i just say dirty words?:P
Hey Women, don't be silly! when they said they don't deserve you, then they genuinely not deserve you!
This movie is recommended to all GIRLS!
In case you still don't understand, read this >>
http://www.guidespot.com/guides/hes_just_not_that
Haha, Maybe you thought it is just another typical American romantic comedy. But what the movie tell is not just jokes and hilarious stuffs, but it tells u the truth. It's too cruel to admit it, but it just happened around us!
Stop finding excuses for the man who:
-Doesn't Want to Marry You
-Breaking Up with You
-Disappeared on You
-Not Asking You Out-Not Calling You
They re just NOT that into u!
Somehow I think women are pathetic and poor creatures.
Why their life always being manipulated by guys?
Why they have to wait the guys to INTO her so that they can take further action?
Why can't woman do it in the opposite way and take the lead in the relationship?
(took from http://angelapk.livejournal.com/8890.html)
Quote from the movie:
Alex:if a guy is treating you like he doesn't give a shit, then he genuinely doesn't give a shit.
Lady 1: I used to think, that I had never been dumped.
Lady 2: Yeah, and then we started comparing notes and then we realized—wait a second—we’ve both been dumped by every man we’ve ever been with.
Lady 1: Every. One.
Lady 2: Yeah!
Lady 1: They do it so skillfully.
Lady 2: Mmhm!
Lady 1: So sneaky. That you think that it was your idea.
Lady 2: Yeah yeah yeah. You know. You’re sitting back and you’re like “Oh oh oh yeah, this is my idea but then wait a second. Why am I alone?”
Lady 1: “Why am I unhappy? Why have I gained 20 pounds?”
Lady 2: Mmhm!
Lady 1: They genuinely mind trick you.
Lady 2: Yes, they do!
Lady 1: You know what I’m saying?
Lady 2: Yeah! And they got those lines that they like to tell you.
Lady 1: Yeah, like “Oh, I don’t want to stand in your way.”
Lady 2: Oh, or, “you’re perfect. It’s just I have to work on myself.”
Lady 1: Or, “I’m just thinking of YOUR happiness.”
Lady 2: “Oh, I don’t DESERVE you.” That’s my favorite.
Lady 1: You know what line that I don’t like?
Lady 2: Hm?
Lady 1: “I’m so jealous of the guy that gets to marry you.” Well, that could’ve been you.
Lady 2: Yeah!
Lady 1: That’s what I was leaning towards.
Lady 2: Yeah! And let me tell you something. The second that you hear that, you just run to the store, get yourself some rims and a tub of ice cream because YOU have been dumped.
Aha! my pal who had been sitting beside me, which is a GUY, is waiting me to SHOOT him(No lar, is me who ready to shoot him XD)!
Yea, guys are jerk...
i know every guy friends of mine, is going to kill me ... LOL
But there re still nice guys around ...
Seriously, why do guys always taking the main lead in a relationship and hurt the woman who love them? It 's so unfair! Man always made the decision. Women don't even have the chance to say yes or no.
When they want to ditch you, you have to go away.
When they want you back, you go back to them?
WTF?!
Oops, sorry, did i just say dirty words?:P
Hey Women, don't be silly! when they said they don't deserve you, then they genuinely not deserve you!
This movie is recommended to all GIRLS!
In case you still don't understand, read this >>
http://www.guidespot.com/guides/hes_just_not_that
Friday, April 17, 2009
。。。
为了保护自己
我牺牲了好多
不能怪谁
只能怪自己不够勇敢
我发誓
我一定要变得更坚强
虽然 到现在还对自己的决定耿耿于怀
可是 我似乎没有其他选择
放弃自己所喜欢的
眼睁睁的看着别人把机会拿去
In return
我得到的就是平静的生活
平静的心情
心跳不会再加速
然后减速
我就是想要这样平静的生活
为着自己而活
那么生活不是很平淡？
对啊。。。
可是 那种短暂的幸福 太过的昂贵
太过刺激心脏
我怕有天会突然心脏麻痹倒下
机会一定会有的
现在先闭门锻炼
为将来的机会作准备
我的生活还缺了些什么
是我太贪心了吗？
我的生活还缺少好多东西
我需要更努力的去争取
*番外片*
心情很不好
刚被人家训了一顿
我知道我有错
错在我没有追问进度
错在我不够自动自发
可是也不要把我说成一个没有责任感的烂人
把我批得一文不值
我有把我份内的工作做完
只是因为理解错误（或者是对方表达不清楚）
所以才变成：我没有付出 把工作全部推给别人做
这是什么意思？
如果我什么都没做 我甘愿被骂
如果我是在知情的情况下 还假装什么都不知道 我甘愿被批评
可是我真的什么都不知道 你们为什么什么都不说清楚 要我自己去分析？
我比别人迟钝 又不够自动自发
可是 我不允许别人把我付出的东西当作透明！
把我批评成烂人一样
你真得很差劲。。。
突然发现， 我好久都没有生气了。。。 =.=
除了一点点的快乐之外，我剩下的好像都是悲伤
不是我不想发泄
只是 生气了过后能让快乐多一点吗？
所以 就静静的难过就好了嘛。。。
省点力气。。。
我牺牲了好多
不能怪谁
只能怪自己不够勇敢
我发誓
我一定要变得更坚强
虽然 到现在还对自己的决定耿耿于怀
可是 我似乎没有其他选择
放弃自己所喜欢的
眼睁睁的看着别人把机会拿去
In return
我得到的就是平静的生活
平静的心情
心跳不会再加速
然后减速
我就是想要这样平静的生活
为着自己而活
那么生活不是很平淡？
对啊。。。
可是 那种短暂的幸福 太过的昂贵
太过刺激心脏
我怕有天会突然心脏麻痹倒下
机会一定会有的
现在先闭门锻炼
为将来的机会作准备
我的生活还缺了些什么
是我太贪心了吗？
我的生活还缺少好多东西
我需要更努力的去争取
*番外片*
心情很不好
刚被人家训了一顿
我知道我有错
错在我没有追问进度
错在我不够自动自发
可是也不要把我说成一个没有责任感的烂人
把我批得一文不值
我有把我份内的工作做完
只是因为理解错误（或者是对方表达不清楚）
所以才变成：我没有付出 把工作全部推给别人做
这是什么意思？
如果我什么都没做 我甘愿被骂
如果我是在知情的情况下 还假装什么都不知道 我甘愿被批评
可是我真的什么都不知道 你们为什么什么都不说清楚 要我自己去分析？
我比别人迟钝 又不够自动自发
可是 我不允许别人把我付出的东西当作透明！
把我批评成烂人一样
你真得很差劲。。。
突然发现， 我好久都没有生气了。。。 =.=
除了一点点的快乐之外，我剩下的好像都是悲伤
不是我不想发泄
只是 生气了过后能让快乐多一点吗？
所以 就静静的难过就好了嘛。。。
省点力气。。。
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
Monday, April 13, 2009
Game Fest/ CyberFusion
Picture explain everything!
The longest Lan Party in Malaysia has started!
These are my friends who joined the Party...
Oops, someone had fell asleep...
This fellow damn yeng one... Guitar hero rocksss!
I think this is their "supporter" who motivates the player all the way to 40 hours guinness record
What can u see from the photo? XD
Yea, this is my booth. I' m Promoting highstreet 5 games!
Me and lovely Karen
I joined the PS3 street fighter tournament out of curiosity.
And i won a thumbdrive by getting 4th place! wohoho!!
The longest Lan Party in Malaysia has started!
These are my friends who joined the Party...
Oops, someone had fell asleep...
This fellow damn yeng one... Guitar hero rocksss!
I think this is their "supporter" who motivates the player all the way to 40 hours guinness record
What can u see from the photo? XD
Yea, this is my booth. I' m Promoting highstreet 5 games!
Me and lovely Karen
I joined the PS3 street fighter tournament out of curiosity.
And i won a thumbdrive by getting 4th place! wohoho!!
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