White Love - Speed

White Love

Speed

☆ 果てしない あの雲の彼方へ 私をつれていって その手を 離さないでね 真冬の星座から 舞いおちた白い恋 胸の奥に 降りつもる 心に染みて 涙になる 仲間とは違う サインで呼び合うたび 強くなれる 離れていても いつだってひとつだよね もっとちゃんと いつも つかまえていて 電話がない夜は 強がってても ホントはね I miss you ・・・ 果てしない 星の光のように 胸いっぱいの愛で 今あなたを 包みたい 天使がくれた 出逢いは あの空を 突きぬけて 永遠に輝き続ける 白いため息で 曇った窓ににじむ イルミネイション うれしいほど 明日が不安で 泣けるものね 新しい手帳にも あなたのイニシャルが沢山 ありますように・・・ 次の約束が あるから生きていけるよ 雪が溶けて やがて春がくる頃 あなたにとって 木洩れ日のような やすらぎに なってたい 果てしない 星の生命のように くじけそうになっても ずっと愛し続けるよ 儚い 雪みたいに この今の しあわせが いつか 消えてしまわぬように 「愛してる・・・ 抱いていて・・・」 ☆ くり返し 天使がくれた出逢いは 奇跡なんかじゃないよ 神様 見つめてて 生まれたての愛を 永遠に大切にするから ―― あなたの為に生きていきたい ――

English Take me to the other side of the endless clouds Don’t let go of my hand This white love that’s fallen from a midwinter constellation Builds up in my chest, penetrates my heart and turns to tears Every time we call each other by different names to our friends We can get stronger Even if we’re apart, we’re always one Hold me more, properly, always On nights when you don’t call I pretend to be strong But the truth is I miss you Like the light of the stars that go on forever I want to cover you with the love that fills my heart Our encounter, a gift from the angels Will fly through the air and keep sparkling forever The illumination Blurs in the window fogged up by my white sighs The happier I am, the more tomorrow makes me tearful with anxiety Even my new notebook Is full of your initials It’s because there’s the promise of next time that I can go on living When the snow melts and spring eventually comes I want to feel as much at ease with you As the sun that leaks through the trees Like the lives of the stars that go on forever I’ll keep loving you forever even when I feel like giving up I hope the happiness we have now Won’t melt someday like the fleeting snow ”I love you…hold me…” Take me to the other side of the endless clouds Don’t let go of my hand Our encounter, a gift from the angels Isn’t a miracle The gods are watching over our newly born love I’ll always treasure you I want to live for you

i really tried ... believe me

I'm trying so hard to do it... i really tried...

But i still lost my faith ... lost my faith in music, lost faith in myself, and someone else...

Mummy give me alot of advices, she told me so much about what should i do ...
Well, i just a coward, as usual...

I believe in myself of course... I can do it... The most confident things that i ve ever done is Music.. Ya, music ... And i suppose to enjoy the process right? Well i hope soo ... I hope that i can enjoy every moment when doing music ... But, it seems like i only can enjoyed it when i was doing alone.

I am so shy and introvert... But i changed, i changed to make more friends, to make people like me. I try to mix up with peoples... But Peoples don't really bother about my existence, they ignore me, they dislike me, den i retreat, go back to my own corner.

i felt uneasy when mixing with a lot of peoples... i felt that i ve left out...

I won pretend that i m so passionate and so active when facing people. I just want to be myself...
but seems like nobody love my true self... i can be crazy sometimes, when meeting the right person...

i need some attention, thats all. and when there are not, i will remain silent.

I am lost... again...

我不是你想像的那麼勇敢

我以为我很勇敢
我以为这次我会很勇敢地向前冲
不顾一切的
可是
我一点都不勇敢
我很小心翼翼的分析着
所有的不可能
所有的不适合
我会放弃机会？
还是勇敢地去追？

Jiayi List- No 20

梁文音--我不是你想像的那麼勇敢

於2008年12月12日由環球唱片發行「愛的詩篇」專輯，收錄在第六首

《我不是你想像的那麼勇敢》
有時候太堅強 笑容卻填不滿眼眶
越是想要隱藏 歌聲就唱的更響亮
直到入到心底最深處 OH~
你不要追問我 還缺了些什麼
每個人都有夢 幸福總站在最遠方
心中越是渴望 越是不敢伸手擁抱
誰的心是我最後一站
我強問我自己 現在還沒有個答案
我不是你想像那麼勇敢
多想讓你保護能流淚一場
讓我放下武裝 像個孩子一樣
單純的把愛情放在你心上
每個人都有夢 幸福總站在最遠方
心中越是渴望 越是不敢伸手擁抱
誰的心是我最後一站
我強問我自己 現在還沒有個答案
我不是你想像那麼勇敢
多想讓你保護能流淚一場
讓我放下武裝 像個孩子一樣
單純的把愛情放在你心上
我不是你想像總是扮演堅強
多想讓你知道我也要個伴
放下討厭武裝 像個孩子一樣
單純的把愛情放在你心上
我不是你想像的那麼勇敢

to: guys and gals

Thanks for the birthday "Surprised"! haha... next time when u guys plan to give ppl surprise don make so much noise outside lar... :D

i had been peeking at u guys 15 min before the door bell rang ... LOL

haha ... THanks anyway... Its glad to see you guys all together again ^^

Sim Ying ar... next time i bring u eat strawberry lar k? don simply eat strawberry when unknown ppl around, i scared u wil kena kidnapped... XD

stomachache

For dunno what reason, my stomach had not feeling so well this few days...

I got upset stomach for everyday. No appetite when eating food... Susahnya....

i even got cramp in my stomach yesterday night ... shit... i wonder what happened?

haih ...

i am 20!!!

OMG ... i am old ... :( never mind, it means i am mature right, Right, RIGHT? lol

well, this year i din got birthday emo, its great thing for me ...! kakaka... don blame me for being emo-ing during my big day, i am sensitive... kekeke...

I got my greatest gift from God during my 20th birthday! u guess what? is the number of the scale! i ve lost 3-4kg more since chinese new year!!!! omg , am i being unhealthy or what? i didnt cut on my meal, i m too lazy to exercise.... so i lost my fat without reason?! yea... it is!

i rush into my room and take out all my old clothes. And u see what, i can fit into my old PANTS!!! wow.... such a great news for me. i ve been abandon for such a long time, sorry pals! XD

i even try on my sis(which is sooooooo skinny) and my mum(smaller size than me)'s pant, which i can fit in!!! Ahahaha ... thats the reason i being so happy for the whole day of my birthday...
and of course i will wear the shorts(quite short for me) which i Never tried before during the outing of my birthday! hahaha...who knows when will my fat get back and give me a surprise... LOL

Well my sisters are shocked... and they could never call me Fatty Da Jie(fat big sis) again. haha... My mum even worry that something happened to my health ... ya, i think really got problem lo... XD

But my friends never notice at all ... >.< nah, its ok.. at least i get back my confident... NAhahah!

So the next, i wan to buy shorts, shorts, Shorts, and SHORTS! of course long jeans as welll! Sorry to my louise, I just bring it home for nt even 2 months, i ve to abandon it edi, its too loose for me... Maybe i will get u back in not long time again? CHoi!! touch wood... i donwan bcome fat again :(


hmm... ok enough of the weight scale issues... I get back to hometown specially to celebrate v my dearest family. We hardly can go on an outing and having a nice dinner together since everybody are so busy for their own stuff... I got papa, mama, 2 sisters and grandpa celebrating my birthday with me! it is simple but sweet. ^^

The place we were having dinner is located at Danga Bay, for ur info, its at Johor Bahru ^^

I started to receive calls and sms when 12am arrived. i received 3 birthday song, or should i said 2.5? someone is forced by me to sing a birthday song to me... haha

hmm...i heard sms ringtone rang during my sleep ... even at 6am ~.~ LOL

I spend my next days with my best friend and fellow junior of Secondary school ... Its fun. It had been so long since the last gathering.

I think thats all ... i will upload the pic later ... ^^

Count down ...

2 days to go for my big day ....



Muahaha ...