停止.前进

我的悲伤 止住了
我浪费太多时间 沉浸在这悲伤里头
这份感觉 也折磨我太久了
是时候 抬起头 继续的朝我的梦想前进了

21个年头 我到底做了什么
浪费了太多 在处理自己的情绪
我知道我不够好
不是不够 是非常不好
我所有的不如意 不快乐
都是自己造成的
因为自己个性上的不完美 带来的困惑
所以
I wanna be a better person
变成更好的人
就能找到更适合自己的人

21岁了
岁月不饶人
再不做点成绩
我真的是白活了

虽然我的举止动作还像个15，16岁不会长大的小孩
可是 我会努力让自己的心智达到21岁。呵
现在啊，有20岁了吗？
（我妈常说：人家“幸运”的现在这个年纪已经做妈了，你还像个小孩一阳跳来跳去 LOL）
可是 我还想保存15岁的单纯
尽管这个世界是有多么复杂
我还是希望自己 能够简简单单地 真诚的面对身边的人
Maturity= 21
Outlook= As young as possible :D
Behaviour= 21/15 Depends :D
Innoncence= always 15

This innocence is brilliant
I hope that it will stay
Please don't go away
I need you now
And I will hold on to it
Don't you let it pass you by :)

Baby->Primary school






Secondary school






Alpha






Beta & Gamma














Delta

Empty promise

The tears are bitter...
I don't like the feeling when it's rolling down on my cheek and hitting hard on the ground
It just make me looks pathetic

Why must people break promise?
No matter intentionally or not
It hurts

The more hope that you're putting in the promise they gave
the more disappointment u get.

Maybe they just didn't prioritize me as much as what i did to them.
Losing hope
Losing faith
I don't want to believe anymore.
Stop telling me about what we gonna do when we MEET NEXT TIME
the next time will become endless wait
I'm just sick of the waiting
and the feeling of happy for nothing after a long wait

If you really care
there will never be empty promise

If I care
I will never break my promise
I swear

Stop imagine about partying and outing
Just dream on!
Nobody will bother about me.
People doesn't care
As much as me
Maybe just because I'm a pathetic soul
who desperate for people's accompaniment
crying over somebody's absence

Best friend list?
Nope I don't have
I'm just a single soul
left with nothing

The extra concern of unrelated peoples should be saved from annoy me more.






-I reject every date that I had just when I received your call that you are coming.
-I stay back when you said you are coming to meet me.
-I rather to get scolded and push back my family priority to meet you.
-I specially stay up my night to clean my room when I thought you are coming.
-Can't you see how important you girls to me?
-Is it that hard to spare a time for me?
-I even need to reserve your time a week advance? or even earlier?-
-You are always my priority.
-I can decline any plan in my schedule just because a sudden call from you.
-But why I never appear in your schedule when you got free time?
-I spent all the time online searching to plan for the party and stuffs but
end up nobody is able to attend.

It's just 3 days Official Video

Muahaha... It's not official MV or something.
Just "officially" get the video recording from the person in charge.
FYI, this is the performance during 潮极爱国华语歌曲创作比赛 （Chinese Song Composing Competition).
Pls Comment!
Well I know I keep running out of pitch ><

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Ahhhhhhhhhhh~~~~~~`
Malaysian Government go DIIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!
U can't take their live just because u HATE them!!!!!!!
There are livesssss too!!!!
What you can do is just take kopi money!
The dog still can help us to protect our house when you are doing nothing!!!!!!!
Damn u Stupid Msia Government!!!!!
Stop killing the innocent livessssssssssssssss!!!!!!!!
U will be cursed for your whole lifeeeeeeee!!!!
Bad peoplessssssss! ><

Save them by adopting them! PLz!!!!!
3 days left for them ><

http://www.petfinder.my/listings.php?sortadopt=8



They are so cute and innocent, how u bear to see them get killed after 3 dayssssssss
I so wanna cry...
I already got 2 dogs at home I cant do anything :"(
Save them please.
God will bless you by doing such a good deed.

我爱他

他的轻狂留在
某一节车厢
地下铁里的风
比回忆还重
整座城市一直等着我
有一段感情还在漂泊

对他唯一遗憾
是分手那天
我奔腾的眼泪
都停不下来
若那一刻重来我不哭
让他知道我可以很好




我爱他
轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦
狠狠碎过却不会忘
曾为他
相信明天就是未来
情节有多坏
都不肯醒来



我爱他
跌跌撞撞到绝望
我的心
深深伤过却不会忘
我和他
不再属于这个地方
最初的天堂
最终的荒唐

***music***

如果还有遗憾
又怎么样呢
伤了痛了懂了
就能好了吗
曾经依靠彼此的肩膀
如今各自在人海流浪

逃不开
爱越深越互相伤害
越深的依赖
越多的空白
该怎么去爱

如果还有遗憾
是分手那天

It's been a year

I never know that it will be so long...

It�s been a year since you were here
But not a day can pass without
Something coming up to remind me

We plumped the depths and beat the best
But nothing that the rest can say
Will ever let me think of you unkindly

Someday, when you can forgive me
And I can see you as a friend
Someway, we can go back
To the things

that we lost at the end

I think you see that you and me
Was better than the rest of the shit
We been sentenced to live in

Now you know that even when
We sunk as low as man could go
Nothing could have felt more like heaven

Someday, when you can forgive me
And I can see you as a friend
Someway, we can go back to the things
That we lost at the end

It�s your eyes deep into mine
Making me tremble to touch you
And dig out what�s hidden behind

It�s your smile, travels for miles
Making me die to be with you
And stay by you just for a while

It�s your eyes deep into mine
Making me tremble to touch you
And dig out what�s hidden behind

It�s been a year, since you were here
But not a day can pass without
Something coming up to remind me