不够成熟- BY2

不够成熟- BY2


我想我还是不够成熟
还达不到 你的要求
我真的没有想的太多
只是怀念 你走以后
离开 难道真的是解脱
难道 真的要事过境迁了以后才懂
倔强说不痛 假装什么伤都没有
倔强抬起头 决不让眼泪往下流
倔强说不痛 假装什么伤都没有
真的不难过 笑着和你挥挥手
我想我还是不够成熟
还达不到 你的要求
我真的没有想的太多
只是怀念 你走以后
离开难道真的是解脱
难道 真的要事过境迁了以后才懂
倔强说不痛 假装什么伤都没有
倔强抬起头 决不让眼泪往下流
倔强说不痛 假装什么伤都没有
真的不难过 笑着和你挥挥手
如果有一天 我们有缘在见
你会不会想起 说过的永远
倔强说不痛 假装什么伤都没有
倔强抬起头 决不让眼泪往下流
倔强说不痛 假装什么伤都没有
真的不难过 笑着和你挥挥手

荷尔蒙失调 =.=

最近荷尔蒙严重失调。
什么问题统统一起来。
痘痘啊，水肿啊。。。
然后这几天的情绪不稳（其实好想都没有真得很稳过）
胃出了些毛病。
其实只要我想起不开心的事
我就会开始胃绞
想呕，没味口
可是为了健康着想
还是得吃
因为不吃反而会更胖@.@
气死人

距离最长的期限还有3个月
如果无法在期限里面完全放下
我真的应该去跳海了
因为我完了 =.='''
我真得太失败了

身体状况很明显的反映了我的心理状态
想藏都藏不住
原来假装开心
荷尔蒙还是会失调 XD
好啦。。。
我是真的希望我能开心

我很开心
我很开心
我很开心
我很开心
我很开心
我很开心
我很开心
我很开心
我很开心
我很开心






自己骗自己 算了 -_-

Good bye my Angels ...

I was informed that, 3 of my little angels, had passed away when i was not around at hometown for the last few weeks ...

The culpit is : The Cat...

yea, the cat on my blog template...

3 of them attacked by the Cat.

Pipi, the noble mother, was scratched by the cat. And My family applied medicine for her. I think Pipi is mostly poisoned by the medicine when she try to lick her wound.

QiuQiu, Cute fatty auntie, No body left at all. What they can found is just BLOOD traces...

CitCit, Little cutie boy, had the most pathetic fate. His half body was stucking and hanging at the cage's gap. His bottom body part is gone. My family show me the photo. I can't imagine what is my response if i was at the scene. What the photo showed is, scary, bloody, and sadness...

I held my tears. I should know how to handle with my emotion. Good bye my angels. Rest In Peace...


Nobody informed me about those cases at all, My parents worried that i might can't accept the truth and can't handle the sadness by my own.

sick lorrrr

Is the sickness that causes my emoness?

or my emoness that causes the sickness?





Confusing @.@




Stomachache ar ... :(

When u're gone

When u're gone

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cried
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie
Is made up on your side

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do
Reminds me of you
And the clothes you left
They lie on the floor
And they smell just like you
I love the things that you do

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it okay
I miss you

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were
And all I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I do I give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me

Insomnia

I can't believe that
I had my 2nd insomnia in my life
Yesterday night!
Without reason ... T__T
2nd attack! And this time is more serious than the 1st attack...


Thank god that Im still able to finish my Muet test today.
Seriously, i almost fell asleep during the reading test.
When i was reading the non ending article, I kinda missed my bed :(

I got on my bed at 2am yesterday night.
I was rolling in my bed...
My brain was still working...
My eyes still open widely...
I was so spirited ...
as Like i can dancing for all night ...

I was panic...
Because I still got a test to go at 8am morning...
Panic didn't solve the problem...

The clock is ticking ...
It was 5am in the morning.
I am still awake...
Wow ...
And finally i felt sleepy at that moment...
I think i took a short nap during that time...


It is 6.30am ... i get to wake up and ready for the test ...
GG....
Bad insomnia experience T____T










*I love Sleeping!*

What should i do?

Should I go for a


Hair perm?


Hair color?


Hair cut?


Scalp treatment?

OR

Just stick my butt on the chair and watching some stupid drama with some snacks...



Am i too rich or what?
These days lotssaa weird ideas popped out from my brain...
And they all need
MONEY!
Yea... Great.
Who wanna sponsor me? :D