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Monday, December 21, 2009

Firefox




tell me this is normal
:D

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When I hear the birds start singing
I wanna see you
When I see the leaves start fallin
I wanna see you
The only thing I'll do
Don't you know
Is to rush and run to you

When I hear the clock start ticking
I start to miss you
The only thing I'll do
Is gonna dream of you

Wanna stay by your side
You are my everything
You are my only link
To the angel's wings
Talk about love and
I can't stop thinking of you
Such a crazy thing
Like snow fallin' in spring

One morning I woke up
I felt as if I suddenly
just couldn't see
Little girl inside of me.

So I pretend to smile again
it's not that easy
everytime I see myself I just can't breathe

On a rainy day you walk along my side
and brushed the raindrops from my eyes and then
you asked me if I'd be alright
Never thought I'd ever feel the sunlight shining through my wintery sky
Hold me tight baby hold me tight, won't you dim the lights.


I want to sing my love songs to you
Let me hold you
I can't stop thinking about you
Please baby please tell me that you love me

I don't wanna cry no more but am I brave enough?
To Face the pain and fear he left behind from me
I've been deeply hurt before with all me wounds he gave me
It's killing me
only if you see

Loving you the sound of burning cigarettes
Falling ashes on my lonely bed
I told you I can't live without you
Let me love you
I won't regret
For all the times we've been through

I tried to stay away
I tried to give you space
I could't help myself
I only wanted to help
You pushed my arms away
Then one day

You walked another way
A place I couldn't stay
My compass fell apart
I don't know where to start
To keep this from tearing up

Please take me back in time with you
To a time when you were true
Visit all seven wonders
There won't be another
To keep me satisfied
If I can fall back into you
There is nothing I can't do
If I'm under the weather
We talk, I feel better
At least I knew I had
Someone who cared
Somebody baby

Saturday, December 19, 2009

ふたり 二人


两个人
是如何在一起的?
冥冥中注定的?

人一生下来 本来就是一个人的
是不是打从你出生在这个世界
神就安排你的人生会出现谁
又会跟哪个特别的人 度过特别的日子
过着2个人的世界

看到了身边的朋友
一对一对的
有些是分分合合 搞暧昧
有些是分开了 马上又有新的伴侣

2个人到底是如何相遇 如何在一起的
突然有好多问号
为什么对别人看似好简单的
对我却这么辛苦

人家过一过就在一起三年
我这么辛苦地付出
却最多只能捱到三个月
好悲哀
哈哈

在爱情里
付出和回报永远不会平等

我的路比别人的难走
也许就是神要挑战我
让我遇到不好的
才会发现更好的
是这样吗?

说到不好
其实 我遇到的都是好人
他们没骗我
至少 在一起的时候是这样
只是因为好多因素 2个人最终也还是会变回1个人

也许是我对爱情太苛刻?
感觉对了 却被其他的因素阻挠
就算全都对了 没有感觉 什么也不可能改变

倔强的个性 爱上的 都是浪子
缺少了能让浪子回头的因子
到最后总是弄得满身伤
就算再来一次 也会为爱不顾一切往前冲的笨蛋
典型的双鱼座
却不会因为缺乏爱而随便的爱上某个人
所以到现在 还是一个人

一个人 几时才能变成2个人

*你有没有发现
在特别的日子里 突然出现了特别的人
就算只是简单的说说话
那一天
你永远都不会忘记*


对别人看似简单的事情
却只在我20年的人生里发生一次


味道

~想念你的笑
想念你的外套
想念你白色袜子
和身上的味道
我想念你的吻
和手指淡淡烟草味道
记忆中曾被爱的味道~

有没有一首歌
就算过了好久好久
听起来
还是那么有感觉
那么有味道

什么时候
我能写出让别人感同身受的歌
让别人听了念念不忘 非常有感触的歌
有的话 要告诉我哦

比赛
明年二月
加油了



~我以为伤心可以很少
我以为我能过的很好
谁知道一想你
思念苦无药
无处可逃~

Friday, December 18, 2009

good news bad news

累到

很讨厌思考拉

我的脑 真的很懒

更何况现在是考试的巅峰期咧!

sei lor...

每次好消息都会带来麻烦

果然追梦不是普通的容易


还是 就乖乖坐着 什么都不作 然后在家里发梦?
会不会比较容易

好多话想说 好多事想做
却身不由己

好累好累


想你想得好累

Tuesday, November 24, 2009



没有人不知道我讨厌烟。。。
可是
其实我讨厌的是二手烟

曾经听吸烟的朋友说过
抽烟的味道
就好像吃着薄荷糖
凉凉得很舒服
根本不像二手烟那么臭


能麻痹神经
能提神
能解愁
就像强效巧克力一样
能让你感到兴奋 开心
让你排解寂寞 忧愁

如果我从巧克力 进阶到 抽烟
会有怎样的后果?

别人会不开心
可是 也许我会开心

如果当初单纯的我
被骗去吸烟的话
现在应该会是烟瘾最重的那个吧?

幻想一下
寂寞的时候抽抽一下
可以省些眼泪
多些笑容
吹着烟 好像吹着泡泡般 吹出各种形状 好可爱
何乐而不为?

寂寞的夜晚 烟也许是我最好的朋友

。。。

全世界都讨厌我










哭累了
好想睡了
可是还要读书
有考试呢
算了

Saturday, November 21, 2009

Green eyes monster...








WAH~ i had become green eyes monster! This is what my sisters called me.
I bought this pair of green contact lense from Sg Wang if I not remembered wrongly.

It is a new brand called IEnhancer.
It is the only brand that come with enlargement function and variety of colors.
And it is monthly use.(Most of the color contact lense for 3 months)
The material is better than the Grey Geo Lens that i bought online last time.
At least it won't feel "plastic".
It still feel soft like normal contact lense.
Forget to mention about the price, I bought it at rm50 ^^
Sadly, their choice only include those with black ring (outside the pupil).
I want those with nudy circle(Angel Series from GeoLens).
Like below: XD

The effect is just awesome.





It seems like I finally know to apply eyeliner properly.
At least this time, my eyes won't be smaller after i apply it.

First I have to draft out the line with eyeliner gel(Mugu) before I apply the liquid eyeliner(Monplay).
Those normal Eyeliner pencil and gel smudge easily on my eyes.
That's why, as a beginner of eyeliner user, I have to force myself to learn how to apply liquid eyeliner.
Mugu's eyeliner gel is easy to apply, but the color is not black enough and still smudge on my eyes.
Thats why i have to cover it with liquid eyeliner.
Both of the liquid eyeliner and eyeliner gel I bought it online.
Cheap and good. :)




Yea! New bag, finally.
The bag is big and shiny!
Blink blink, it's so ME. haha
Love it.
And the price oso make u, WOW!

New member! Dong Dong is coming!咚咚驾到!

咚咚咚呛!咚咚咚呛!
咚咚驾到!

名字:咚咚
年龄:不足两个月
性别:男
个性:爱玩,胆小,粘人,爱撒娇,爱咬东西,不爱睡,很会吃
魅力:无辜的眼神

Dong Dong, Less than 2 months old, boy boy.
Timid, Manja.
Don't like to sleep.
Love to play, Love to bite, Love to eat.
He just looks simply innocent and cute!


So mysterious...









DA LANG! It's me!


Want to interview me? Don't want lar... I'm Shy ...




Interview also need to stand up?? So mafan one?




Ok lar... let u take a picture. One ONLY!




Oops... 狗有三急...
Jiayi: See what you did?




Jiayi: Stop looking around. I am saying you, You!
Dongdong: Lolx... sorry lor...

video
naughty dong dong ...
:D

不要敷衍我

不想跟我讲话就不要讲
不想陪我就不用陪
不想去就别去

不要敷衍我!

臭人!



要如何学着原谅
原谅又需要多大的勇气
原谅还需要能够包容的心
恨一个人 并不容易
原谅一个人 更加艰难
还会恨 代表还有感情
对于你 我想原谅 我不想再恨 因为不想再对你有感情
对于你 我想原谅 我不想再恨 因为我还想爱你

Sunday, November 15, 2009

What's the point?

What's the point of going back?
When I can't even get a quiet moment at there.

I hate everyone. Every single one.
In that house.
Don't ask me to smile.
Don't ask me to be happy.
When u are the one who bring me sadness, despair and hopelessness
Continuosly...

I don't want to put on a gloomy face in front of u.
I always have a reason for being unhappy.
But why can't you understand?

No time for me, no money for me.
No food, no car, no freedom, no nice bed, no respect, no harmonization.
Nothing!
It's like the life in hell...

So what's the point of going back?
Damn it.

Sunday, November 8, 2009

半桶水

我不笨
可是不够人家聪明

我不丑
可是不够人家漂亮

我不矮
可是就不到指定高度

我不是很肥
可是却不瘦

我不是不会唱歌
却又不够人家厉害

我声音不难听
音色却不美

不是不会跳舞
却不够人家厉害

不是不会画画
却只会画美少女战士

不是。。。
却。。。

是不是都是半桶水?全部加起来也不够一桶。
“你觉得你比别人哪里强?”
从以前开始,interview/audition 都会问的问题.
我从来没有办法答出来.
你能告诉我答案吗?

我不是emo...
我只是有时候会想太多,钻牛角尖而已。。。
呵呵。


咚咚,不要emo...Smile :D

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

我不想要一个人

一个人的夜里
好可怕
为什么总是被噩梦纠缠。。。

为什么
我还是不能一个人承担
为什么
没有人能让我依靠
难道再也不能相信谁了吗?

我好想念
从前的日子
有朋友 有家人
因为相信 才会幸福

无助
无力
该睡了
希望噩梦不要再来纠缠
明天醒来
希望是带着微笑的

Monday, November 2, 2009

Back to School life

Here start my new semester!
The last 2 sem before my graduation...
Wow... It's fast isn't it?
I've been studying in Money Making University for 3 years! hahaha

How's my school life?
As usual, It's just So-so.

This sem I decided to work very hard on my academic and learn to lead a healthy life!
It's not guaratee of course.
Or should I say, usually i fail to do so. :(

This sem I'm taking Computer Graphic.
A very dangerous subject(to me) and it's an elective subject.
Which means, I'm not compulsory to take this subject
as I can choose other theoretical subjects from the list,
which is safe to me(I'm better in theory instead of practical, especially programming)
But this time, I'm gonna challenge myself!
With mission impossible!
Well, I hate programming.
A lot, A Lot.
But i love graphic.
Let's see how am I going to adapt the 3D environment...
God bless me.
Please don't let this subject fail me.
Jiayi, Be confident! and work hard also ... :P

Let's back to school life.
I've been slacking too much...
sleep eat sleep eat sleep eat... XD

Back to high school series! =D



If only MMU approve this kind of attire...
Nah, only the attire below is ALLOWED in MMU.
Sien ~.~
Long pants is freaking annoying...


Cow cow series... So cute :D
I mean the Top lar...



Random Casual Series


My collection of Clinchers!


I never realised that I've bought so many clinchers...
Most of them are left in the wardrobe, unused ...
Because I don't have the top to match them LOL
(Then buy so many for what?! answer: because it's cute? XD)
Thinking of selling some of them to get back some cash ><

The Long T I have hunted during Jusco Sale! Damn cheap. Guess what's the price? hehehe...



I never like Blue.
Just recently I had fall in love with Bright Color.
Yea, I want my life Fill up with COLORS ^^
This bright blue Long T attracted my eyeballs among the crowd of clothes.
The brand is Harajuku. That's why it's kinda Japanese look...
but mummy and my sister give me a comment which is very ... =.=
what they said:
"你好像站在马路边那些..."
If you get what I mean... >.<




This is so NOT me... And kinda scary. LOL!
just upload for fun. For you to see a different me. LOL! XD




This is natural me! Without eyebrow ... hahahaha


*End of post* Wee.. ^^