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Saturday, September 5, 2015

明天一个人的我 依然会微笑

最近,有人要给我介绍对象,我总是笑而不答。心里想想除非是韩剧里走出来的Oppa,要不然就算了吧。*笑*
刚才看到了一个文章,习惯性地想要标签你。还好及时清醒,立马把手收了回来。
是啊,都那么久了。习惯怎么还是戒不掉。
还是无法习惯一个人好好吃饭。总是因为寂寞而发脾气,努力尝试想做你希望看到的开心果,好像还是不成功。
有些时候,不是不爱了,而是不能爱了。

有意无意会出现在脑海中的回忆,已经变得不那么地频密。现在听到你的名字,是那么的陌生却又熟悉。就好象刚刚做了梦一样,我们第一次说话的样子,那腼腆的表情竟然还深深刻画在我的脑海里。

你喜欢的歌,你喜欢吃的东西,你不喜欢吃的东西,一起去过的地方,一起做过的事情,甜蜜的日子,吵架的日子,属于你那独特的兔子牙笑容。。。
还有那个依赖着你的长发女孩,会随着时间消失。

慢慢地习惯,我是一个人。


Monday, May 11, 2015

长大

一个月不哭,我做到了。
现在就让我松懈一下吧。

感谢神,感谢妈妈这段时间的陪伴。还有朋友。
原本想要庆祝一下自己复活满一个月的。就想想还是算了。
伤了,痛了,坚强了,就真的没事了?
用尽一切方法忘记,转移目光,非常艰难。但是我还是做到了。

以为就这样一个人好像也不错。
但其实那骨子里寂寞的小孩,还是害怕孤单。
只要有人愿意对她好,她就开始依赖了。
从依赖,变得在意,在意后学会生气,内心充满了挣扎。
然后小女孩开始发脾气。却没能够告诉任何人为什么。
因为有些人的关心,并不是她能奢望得到的。
也许因为,她曾经伤害他,也可能因为,她并没有打算给他未来,也许也许。。。那只是个错觉。

小女孩啊小女孩,千万不要因为人家对你好你就缠着人家不放啊,他也就是一个对每个人都很好的大好人。千万不要再伤害自己伤害别人了。要学着独立,继续坚强。因为你不可能一辈子做小女孩。

有时候,我还是会埋怨神,为什么给我一颗那么柔软的心,一次一次地被敲碎了却还是义无反顾的,把信任和心完全献上。

这个刚建立好的营垒,还要再加强根基。在下一阵暴风雨来之前绝不可以倒下。纵使现在出现了裂痕,也不可以放弃。

加油,+1


Friday, February 27, 2015

折纸鹤

应该试试折纸鹤吗?

这是U频道10点剧 “分手快乐”教的。在不干扰对方的情况下,把思念寄存在纸鹤里。真的有效吗?我在想。

不管有没有效,我都不会去做。可能就不想承认吧。如果看到满满一房间的纸鹤,真的会感觉比较好吗?才怪咧。

最近就常会开着电视,管他有好看的戏还是没有,只要有声音就好了。睡觉也要人陪,因为整整2个星期每天一睡着就是做噩梦,要不然就是完全不能入睡。这种事情还真是第一次发生。

往正面想,很多时候也是埋在属灵书籍里头,以前不看的书,全都挖出来当精神粮食哽。借着这个机会,更加亲近神了。也花更加多的时间祷告。因为我知道,不管我做什么,神不允许的事情绝不会发生。倒不如把自己交托给神,像当初安静等候神为我预备我的事业那样。(过了5个月,终于等到了!)

我找不到任何理由来解释这次的分离,只能相信神会为我预备更好的。也相信出埃及记里,耶和华使法老王的心刚硬的同一个情节,发生在他的身上。也许他的狠心让我真的很受伤很难以接受。可是,事情发生了,我相信神必有祂的美意。

在这事件中,我也学到了很多功课。学会了珍惜,感恩,不要比较。也终于明白自己的心意,原来,他对我真的很重要。如果再给我一次机会,我肯定会做的更好。逝去的不能重来。只能把他交托给神,求神更加的来爱他,因为我已经没有那个能力。。。


Thursday, September 19, 2013

Happy Mid Autumn Festival

This is one of my favorite festival during my childhood, which is all about mooncake and lantern!
Usually will gained few kg by then, you can see how much I loveeeeee mooncake! Especially with lotus seed filling!

But as time goes by, I eat lesser in order to maintain my body shape LOL

So, what so special about the mooncake this year?

TADAAAAA~



I'm not a fan of Hello Kitty! But I just unable to resist it's cuteness! And of course because it's pink.
Furthermore, it comes with a Hello Kitty bag of your choice, with purchase of any 4 flavors!

Thursday, August 29, 2013

How much do you love your Furkids?

How much do you love your Furkids?
Do you play with them often? Do you give enough attention to them?
Furkids Coco and Yangyang! And Specky which is not in the picture.


I had 4 dogs,  one of them had just passed away so I left with 3.
It's a heartache, but I have to move on.

Dong Dong, you will always in our heart. =(

Now, I will show you how am I going to express my LOVE  to my dear Furkids.
I'm making cookies for them! (´∀`)♡



Saturday, August 17, 2013

Get sick of cheesecake and mille crepe?

Are you getting sick of all sort of Cheesecake and Layer Cake?
Sadly, I am.

I came across this cafe on some food blog and was drooling over the pictures of the colorful cakes.
So here we are,  having a dinner at this pinky sweet little cafe!
I had forgotten to take the picture of the sign board, was starving I guess. =P


The interior design is so princess-like that you can have your birthday party and perhaps I can hold my Hen's night there. LOL!

WOW! Cakes in all kind of shape.

Thursday, July 18, 2013

Being Jobless

As titled, I'm currently and temporarily UNHIRED, which explained why am I sitting in front of my computer, writing this blog post after 3 months.
It's been so long, feel like 3 freaking years! =P
Seriously, every evening when I got back from work, what I wanna do is to finish my dinner and sit comfortably on the couch and watching TV shows.
Couch Potato it is.

Nah, Cute hor! That's how I got my spare tire!

Anyway, I'm now enjoying my little space and trying to fully utilize my free time.
What I mean is, trying. Don't like that la, at least I'm trying.
Pls let me be carefree and lazy for a moment. I smell the sweet scent of freedom. Teehee.

So, I have this lovely lunch date with my old old friend, Sufung @ Brazzo to kill my Monday boredom.
This is my first visit to this restaurant and we came here for it's lunch menu.
I love lunch menu because it's always cheaper than usual! =P